Yoo were all ie ever wanted ;

2010-07-27T06:09:00.000-07:00

To Mandy :

I saw what yoo`ve written on your blog .
Ask yourself ,
That day what was going on ?
If yoo all dint hide things from me ,
would i got so mad that day ?
I trusted whatever yoo all told me .
Thou i was alr doubting in th first place ,
i gave yoo all th benefit of doubt .
End up ?
I found out myself that i was just being a fool .
I believed a lie .
Everytime i dint have fone ,
Yoo all text each other .
I saw yoo all were texting one of th days ,
bud when i asked yoo all deny .
When i clearly know th truth .
I saw it w my own eyes .
To believe myself or what yoo all have been saying ?
I know bout it , i dint say anyt .
I just wna observe whats gna happen .
Yoo all showed me that i wasnt right at all .
Yoo all betrayed my trust fr yoo .
Instead of yoo all apologing ,
yoo all said yoo all cant stand me .
Isit th first day yoo all know me ?
I dint change , is just that i grew up .
Everyone is different .
I`ve my own personality .
Its not like yoo all dont know .
Yoo all dint tell me when i was wrong .
Yoo all told me only all on that day .
Thou i dint have fb , bud i aint a fool .
Yoo all write things bout me .
She changed her pw .
Guity or what ?
Then sunday ?
Yoo said if go tamp , yoo wont go .
Fine , i told her dont go .
I know its bored .
She insisted on tamp .
Yoo all say need go at 3 .
We cant come t a decision ,
I pissed nd said sua , dont go out .
Yoo also pissed nd kup th fone .
Then i called yoo all again ask where yoo all .
One say going church , one say go buy food ?
I believe -.-
End up ?
Lied again .
Yoo all say must build trust .
Is this what yoo call trust ?
Yoo`re contraditing yourself .
Yoo say i por cheryl , treat her v good ?
Yoo only know part of it ,
there`s much more yoo dk .
Did yoo see when we argue ?
Did yoo see when i attitude her ?
Its no , yoo only see when im nice t her .
When she make me piss ,
i also shout at her all that .
I treat yoo all as fair .
Bud one thing bout her :
She dont keep things from me .
Not say i whan angry or what ,
I angry fr a reason not just anyhow .
Did yoo see me shouting at yoo fr no reason ?
Thou my temper is bad ,
bud i do things w reasons .
Th Jubeat thing that time yoo also hear .
She can play th same thing over nd over ,
Why cant i just have my lunch ?
I eat what , also have t object ?
Then that time yoo all make me stand there .
I was so pissed that i ignore yoo all .
Id have t emphasise , yoo all know it clear .
Then now yoo all gang up ,
pinpoint at my faults ?
Yoo say i backstab yoo ?
Dont tell me yoo dint ?
Srsly , im not a fool .
I tell yoo bout her , yoo told me what she said bout me .
I say bout yoo , she told me what yoo said bout me .
Look , everyone`s backstabbing also .
Dont make me seem like im th only one .
If i wanted t por people , why not ?
Its easy t say things that sounds nice .
Im straightforward .
Id like t pretend in front of people .
I say what i think .
Eventually , its up t yoo all if yoo wna hear .
We all go out , yoo all take pictures .
Ya , i`ve pictures w her .
All old ones. (:
People ask me , i dint go w yoo all ah ?
Its not i dint go , is i wasnt included in th pix at all ._.
People ask me , how come yoo all suddenly so close ?
Its not yoo all close , is im not close t yoo all .
She says i xiasuey her coz i laugh v loud .
Who was th whan who laughed also ?
Who was th whan who only talk bad ,
bud nevr tell me she doesnt like it ?
How would i know ?
Im not anyone who can read people`s mind .
Im confused now srsly .
Idw just a sorry ,
w/o showing me yoo really mean it .
If id treat yoo guys as friend etc .
I wouldnt even bother t go out w yoo all .
Fyi , I can just switch off my fone t ignore .
When i say im tired , i mean it .
Bud 9/10 times , i still went out .
Yes , i`ve a fb now .
Do she have t tell yoo that ?
Ask her is there any problem w it ? -.-
I`ll text yoo all in a while .

2010-07-25T01:51:00.000-07:00

I miss my hair. ):

2010-07-25T00:44:00.000-07:00

Dont let someone leave w your destiny,

Things come & go .
Its all pointless now .
My words wont help .
It hurts so bad now .
Commontest is like tmr .
Bud no mood t study @ all .
Someone told me :
"Dont take things too srsly. "
& Maybe i should .
Idk what t do now x.x

Dedications' time ,
(No order of merit.)

Fabian :
Hello Msn Buddy. (:
Your dedication narh .
Thou we just start talking again ,
Bud thanks fr cheering me up .
Improve more on your cooking ! ^^
My buddy always *Inserthearts*

Cheryl :
Babe , i know now yoo`re feeling down .
Remember everyt i told yoo k ?
See my heading. (:
Let go if yoo`re hurting too much .
Idw see a unhappy babe. ):
Cheerups , & i`ll be strong too .
Lets go thru this tgt k ?
iloveyou my babe *Inserthearts*

Charmaine :
Yo charmaine ! ^^
Remember my fav sentence ?
"Got miss me nots ? "
Yoo ah , lastlong w nicholas k ? (:
Thanks fr being there fr me too !
Anyt tell me , iloveyou *Inserthearts*

Yvette :
Hey sai !
Thou we only talk at skool ,
Bud thanks fr listening t me .
Especially when im so pissed .
Known yoo fr 9 years or so alr ah !
One thing good bout yoo :
Yoo understand my temper ! ^^
Anyt can share , iloveyou *Inserthearts*

Jeam :
Hello tabor , happy ma ?
See , i nevr forget yoo. (:
Thanks fr advices , nd encouraging me ~
Studies , i`ll try t buck up bah .
I`ve no motivation now sadly. ):
Bud i`ll try t find myself back .
I`ll stand up strong .
I make sure yoo toh !
Kidding ;x
Dont shy ah , must text me !
iloveyou , tabor*Inserthearts*

Jiajun :
Shortshort !!
Why yoo short huh ? (:
K la , kidding .
Thanks uh , fr talking sense into me !
I know something bout yoo :
Your maths is effing pro :@
Sorry ah , now abit no mood ;x
Bud yoo`ll receive a text soon ^^
Shortshort *Inserthearts*

Jm :
Only yoo two will know what it means .
As yoo all say , yoo all cant tahan me .
Im selfish , i`ve a attitude prob .
I admit i do , bud i hope this period of time ,
We`ll do a reflection on ourselves .
Noone is right now , all have their own faults .
Bud now its not th matter of whose faults ,
Bud if we understand what we were wrong at .
I just wna say one last time ,
Im mad coz yoo guys kept things from me .
I feel im not a part of yoo guys .
Yoo all could have just told me .
One lie , leads t another .

2010-07-13T07:38:00.000-07:00

I aint ready,

'Well , it had been quite some time .
Many things happened , guess thats life .
With a plus & minus , it`ll nevr be perfect .
I used t dread going counselling & all .
Bud now , i need someone t talk t .
Thought back of counselling .
Friends said i aint that cheerful anymore .
I just cant put all in words .
I just dont feel .. H a p p y .
I just .. many things .

2010-07-01T05:50:00.000-07:00

"Dont worry bout people in your past , there is a
reason why they dint make it into your future "

Not in th mood , so dint do any updates .
Will do it if i`ve th mood or so. (:
Holidays been out w {L} , my usuals .

{L} , this is fr yoo :
20 days tgt alr huh ! <:
Time passed pretty quick , i should say .
Imy alot ah , especially now. ):
Dbt , mom cut my line ;eeks
Must jy in your studies ah ~
I know yoo are weak in your subjects .
Buck up , make use of this 1 month .
Support yoo ah , gogo !
19 more days t a month *Smiley*
Lastly , iloveyoualot silly :-*

To my girls :
Thanks fr those who were there , fr me .
Regardless of what ;
Yoo dint leave me in th lurch .
Even how bad my attitude was ,
How dao i was when im mad ,
How my moodswings were ,
How cold i was in response ,
Yoo all still stood there still .
Tolerant of everything .
Craps/rubbish all whatever .
Yeah , now a thanks from mi2u. ^^

Have been sleeping in lessons & all .
Hai , bobian bad habit xx
Dint do any of holiday hw :x
{L} is asking me t study too .
Argh , i wish i could ><
Imalazybumokie :D
-Tryinginthprocess- Do not disturb .
Bai2 , calling {L} now .
Currently : Mentally & physically exhausted .

2010-06-17T22:27:00.000-07:00

Its not over till its over ,

Okay , probation had ended .
Bud things dint get any better .
Th same old things ..
Still troubling me .
New ones had come , yet not solutions .
Idk what t do , bud i cant just give up .
At this time , there was this special someone .
It was {L} , thou went seperate ways fr times .
Guess fate let us meet again nd start anew .
Talked t {L} many things , really felt better .
Silly , nevr a 3rd time hor ^^
Updated , aint yoo happy ? *laughs*
Sua Mandy lastnight , it was f funny .
Couldnt stop laughing :x
She was shocked i guess ?
Heading out nao , imy {L}

2010-06-14T07:29:00.000-07:00

1 more day ,

Yes , 1 more day !!
Having counselling again on th 21st .
Heard that need report back hq fr report @.@
A day w Cheryl & co , Renny & Ben .
Guess im really addicted t taidi -*smile*
They were being very deesiao today :@
Homed @ 9.30 .

2010-06-12T09:20:00.000-07:00

2 more days ,

Today went suntec fr it fair. (:
Metup w babes , then Calvin nd his another friend .
Went find Zihao & co , walked around .
Soon , we were kinda tired .
Babes went t have subway .
I dint have th mood t eat @ all -.-
Was like in a bad mood due t morning`s stuffs .
Was deesiaoing people then :x
Metup w Cheryl & co @ stadium th lan .
Played taidi while th boys were playing L4d .
Went w Renny nd Ben t 477 , we actually walked there ._.
Afterthat , played taidi .
I dint know that cant play poker cards @ public .
Stupid Ben was disturbing me :@
Broke curfew , homed @ 10+ x.x

2010-06-11T10:52:00.001-07:00

3 more days :D

2010-06-10T09:43:00.000-07:00

4 more days,

4 more days , probation will be like over .
I like everyday countdown only LOL .
Happydieme :)
Woke up at 7+ , i was forced :@
Met Darren/brot then met my babes ^^
Had lunch , then trained over t bugis .
Was being very deesiao :x
Dk why , bud mood was pretty good .
I kept giving th sulky face then everyone was worried .
In th end , they found out it wasnt real. (:
Huhu & all .
Afterthat , t Long John silvers fr their teabreak/dinner ?
Otw back , only Mandy pei he me ):
We were like skipping ard .
Okay , i was like happy .
Took a bus back , brot alighted first .
Legs were breaking , walked like non-stop !
Got t know that someone *Smile* today .
Homed @ 9 sharp !

2010-06-09T08:23:00.000-07:00

What it seems, may not be what it is .

Thinking , i should blog .
Went fr counselling on Monday .
Spoke out everything that was bothering me .
Finally let everything out .
It was a relief C:
I used t :
1. Keep things 2 myself .
2. Not trust anyone .
3. Face everything alone .
It was miserable , tiring & all .
With everything stacking up one by one .
At th same time , dint whan t tell anyone .
I know they`ve their own problems too .
Didnt whan them t worry much .
I thought things will get better in time .
I thought everything will be fine .
I thought i was strong , alone .
I thought it was possible .
Anyw , i`ll end my gp on th 15th (:
H2h talks w my babes , they got sense into me .
They told me i wasnt alone , they`ll be there .
Yeah , thanks alot *luv*

2010-05-26T08:11:00.000-07:00

Spelling, out th differences .

Tsk , bth some pubor ley !
What a ear sore & a big mouth @-@
Got back results :
English - 45.3 .
Chinese - 58 .
Maths - 42 /
Sci (P,C.) - 35.5 .
Combined Humanities (S,H.) - 29.5 .
POA - 44 .

Okay , went auditiorium fr level dean then parent meeting .
Alot negative stuffs , etc .
Home > cab > Marcus`s house > home .
Reached home around 9 plus. (:

2010-05-24T22:04:00.000-07:00

As much as i whan things t be same ,

Tsk , got woke up late at 7 .
Rushed like a madwoman -...........-
Had only 15mins or so t get ready asap t meet Joey .
Was almost late x.x
Find my Cheryl & settled at th back chitchat nd all .
Left her t go home afterthat .
Bout t K.O alr , look at th sun *Points*
Having really a good mind t go nap now , its so tempting (!)
Bud ...
Promised would meetup w them .
Go out/sleep ?
Well , tmr getting back my results D:

2010-05-24T08:42:00.000-07:00

Sometimes , going back t th past . Its th best thing on earth .

Alrights , its 11.43pm nd im still awake !
Better something than nothing , so thought of blogging. ^^
Currently on msn w th 3J`s ; Jasper , James , Jiawei & Tian he .
Dang , tmr gotta wake up earlier fr sports day *Tsk*
Okay now , my results were super poor this time .
Guess what ?
I only pass one subject , Chinese .
(Like pathetic only.)
I wonder how disappointed will others be of me /m\
"What done cannot be undone." How true .
Been out w my usual peeps , & my mood everyday was different. (:
Machiam like four seasons LOL .
Things are inevitable , so be it good or bad .
I hope i`ll be strong in that sense .

2010-05-17T06:49:00.000-07:00

I.Miss.Youuuuuuuuuuuuuu,

Lacking of updates . . .
K , today was oral .
My oral cher wrote that i had a nose piercing as a bad point ._.
Afterthat , went home prepare & all .
Simei > Dhoby ghout > Tamp > Home .
Caught a movie ; Th backup plan (Y) .
Deesiaosiao in theatre & all .
Bth , was mad @ someone .
There`s a limit t everything , WATCH YOUR WORDS !
Homed around 8 plus .

2010-04-19T02:35:00.000-07:00

Once, doesnt mean anything.

Had gp on sat , *NOT ELABORATING* .
Went home , changed then met Justina & co fr a while .
Sunday , met Kenny at his house downstairs .
Walked around aimlessly (?)
Settled at a voiddeck , his cousin came down .
2 , went fr pool .
Couldnt hold back alr , went out .
Had h2h talk w Cheryl nd a few others , thanks fr those advices. <:
Result : My fone was left w 0% #.#
Told kenny many things , said all of my piece .
Was really lo-so , keep repeating " I havent say finish yet. "
Afterall , worthwhile i should say .
His cousin nd him sent me t tamp inter .
Parted , i went t grandma`s house .
8 lidhat , went t meet Cheryl nd her sist [:
Shared lots w them , felt better after letting all out finally .
It was gonna be 9 , so went my house out there talk nd all .
*Hopeitendsfaster* , Free ... dom D:
10 all went home , wasnt at peace at all .
I believed those who know , should know . . .
Tkcare , K. (:

2010-04-10T23:11:00.000-07:00

Suddenly, everything seems so sudden.

Sorry blog , have been neglecting yoo .
Wasnt in a peace of mind , that explains why >:
I shall talk bout ytd . .
Went fr my guidance program , ended off at 3 plus .
HAIYO SOME PEOPLE HOR, TSKTSKTSK ~
Rachel came down , afterthat went t meet Jeam. (:
Slacked all that then bused t inter .
Mall etc , then went Central Park .
Watched basketball match , had random or not talks .
If anyone did realise , my blog dint play any songs all this while .
BUD now : Songs are up *winks*
A question t anyone , everyone : DO i seriously have attitude problem ?
Tag your answers in my tagboard , tyvm <:
Lastly , BE AS SPECIFIC AS POSSIBLE.

2010-04-08T04:57:00.000-07:00

Had th mood t post peekture .

SO .... SO ... SO ... SO ...

Justina & Me *Pointleft*

2010-03-23T06:56:00.000-07:00

Jealousy .. K.i.l.l.s. >:

0h okay , umm what t start with .. ?
Had 1 week of holidays (?)
Had my gp th kite-flying , Yvette/aiai & Justina/boyfr went w me .
My counsellor keep chase them away ._.
*SKIPSKIP*
Those who late , need do 20 pushups . (Including me.)
K then , rest of th days mostly spent it w Cheryl/sweets , her sist , Renny & Bear .
Unpleasant things happened , sorry2all. ):
I know i had moments of jealousy , moodswings , whatsoever attitudes which came out from me .
I lost control of my emotions , it controlled me instead .
Afterthat , i did explain t some of yoo right ?
Hope would understand me better. (:

Skool reopened , having my elective module (hairdressing.)
Pretty fun , bud i was silent .
How incredible huh ?
Dk what got into me laa , just that nowadays i really DREAD th feeling of practically having nothing t do/say .
So then .. I`ll be really silent .
Feel so weird thou .
Like so , urgh :@
Shall talk bout today .
Learned perming , highlighting .
Like fun only !
Some commented " Wa Melissa , so hardworking ah ? Nan de lea "
LOL , i goodgirl :3
Tmr learning cutting i think ? (O.O)

2010-03-05T18:17:00.001-08:00

Tired ,

Dear diary ,

Thursday :
Skool was fine .
Puffed then home .
Called cowcow/bestfr .
Bl!@#$%^&dy idiot , made me pissed .
I KUP ...... HAHA .
Out t find Justina/girlfr .
Met Terence , Jerald nd Jun xian .
Up t arcade , only Jun xian nd terence went in fr Jubeat .
We three stayed outs , Jerald whan deesiao th security guard .
I gave him paper , all attempts failed .
LOL .
Then he went t .. Dig th recyling bin fr bottle cap .
I swear we couldnt stop laughing .
Bud still .. Failed .
Freakingfunny ~
Went walked around malls .
All send girlfr t mrt , then i went off .

Friday :
Passed chemistry eh , miracle ? O:
It was 14/25 .
Then th Faizan was boosting that he got 1/2 mark higher then me :@
He disturb me , i pulled his hair .
I claimed that it was wig nd i wanted t pull it off , LOL .
Hilarious scene !
He apologised then i let go , he continue again .....
Then same thing , pulled his short wig hair .
K .. Then it was History ./
I was there whistling nd sounds .
Then MISS TAN told me up t th front .
I dint bother , then she say "Is this defiance?"
0h whatever , wentup laa .
Keep niao me say i not standing properly .
F.I.N.E , stand "properly" .
Sudden moodswings , i was pissed .
Coz lidhat only , also must punish like childish primary skool kids meh ?!
Somehow attitude , bud afterawhile , i was fine .
Homed after skool , took lighter nd shirt then rush out .
Siuwen/blackcontacts called me ...
Saying she saw me from th bus , LOL .
She say whan meet me at inter , so okay ...
Met girlfr first then her .
Aftermath , walkwalk around .
Met Yvette/aiai , Bryan nd etc .
Headed t puff first then etcetc .
Bryan treated me Prata , 0h tyvm *.*
Wanted find Jerald nd co at Jubeat , bud they wasnt there .
Then met Ivan , sihao nd co .
Went around , bought fs band .
Then i saw this fs fri3nd of mine , LOL .
Was texting nd he dint know it was me .
K , so i saw him , he dint recognise me .
At bout .. time , they went offf .
Left us th 3 girls .
Girlfr treated me some crispy dk what , perfectly nice. (:
My expression was priceless !!!
Thenthen , sat by th stairs there .
I was deesiao-ing people , made us laugh like !@#$%^&*()(*&^ .
6 plus , homed (:

Today :
Mother thought was having my gp thingy at th same timing , then guess what ?!
She woke me up as early at 8 nd 9 @.@
When th thing is at 12.15 !!!!!
Timecheck : 10.45 .
Gna get ready nd be there in time hopefully .
TEE-KUAN-DOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! ~
Shall share if im happy .

2010-03-02T01:12:00.000-08:00

15 years , has it been worth it ?

Dear Diary ,

That heading up there , i`ve been asking myself .
Budden , i couldnt give myself an answer .
Uhmmmm , i failed three subjects alr >:
Physics - 7/25 .
English - 18half /50 .
Maths -14/30 .
0nly my chinese im confident , uhawwwwww !
Been going home after skool
Chatted w cowcow/bestfr , GL ttm. (:
Not doing maths homework , dont get it at all .

2010-02-25T01:01:00.001-08:00

Love was always a matter of waiting fr th right moment ,

Dear diary ,

Common tests were a killer fr me .
I jitao diao zu at th questions zz , scape thru th papers .
Ytd dint go fr counselling , no mood fr it .
Postponed , sat gna have some groupwork thingy .
Sian 1/2 , gotta reach at 9.45 .
Gna be late , k3k3 (:
Fr today`s maths , wrote th wrong formula -.-
Social studies i totally stm on th spot , wrote all which i can remember .
Tmr will be chem nd chinese , goodluck *.*
Prolly reading them up later .
Lost this sense of motivation , only this someone knows th reason nd th cause .
Whatever , nevr forgotten .

To J :
Yoo might or might not chance upon this , bud still ...
Tyvm fr everyth , learnt really alot from yoo .
With all those priceless words of encouragements , it really meant alot .
Happy best everyth , i know it`ll be hard fr yoo t overcome that phobia of yours .
Bud still , yoo`ve gotta try your best t get over it k ?
Everybody can help yoo , bud nobody can unlock that heart of yours .
Yoo`ve been great ; ~~goodbye~~ .
Tkcare of yourself , misses .

2010-02-15T23:49:00.000-08:00

I nevr could admit my own mistake,

Dear diary ,

Its th last day i can enjoy new year before i`ve t drag myself out of bed t skool tmr):
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Lazy though ..........
I havent finish my homeworks too xXx
K , should stop whining bout skool tmr .
Afterall , had fun fr cny bud not valentine`s day D:
Was sleepy thruout , catching naps now nd then during visits .
Kinda sick fr 1stday .
2nd day was fine after medication .
Went friend`s house fr visits then found out it was SO near t my grandma`s .
Had fun there practically , joked around nd hit off well w others too .
Th memorable thing was some of us were so hungry that all gathered at th kitchen t cook .
When .. We were supposed t eat out fr lunch .
Had M.a.g.g.i.e m.e.e yeah .
Mine was w soup while th other guy had dried one .
Then he was complainin bout his bland food , was damn funny lah .
After eating , he was sill complaining .
Finished eating , i was wondering where th guys would whan t stay in th room .
Guess that it was prolly air-con , went t check it out .....
B>I>N>G>O ^^v , all stayed in there nd we chatted nd joked bout things .
Th most funny part was he asked th girls what song we would like t play .
Th songs we listed out he all dint have .
I started calling him "Gu-dong" which means antique .
Then he told "Money face" t play Fall For You , then i said "He dont have that song"
He: Wa , yoo really think till i lidhat ah ? *laughing*
Me: Really maarh , yoo very lao tu (old fashion) , very gu dong ! *Welaughed*
After hours , he brought up that food thingy nd complained again .
Aftermath , we bused t inter .
Went cs fr arcade first then went t eat .
Bumped into my ex tution mates there , catch up a lil then went t pei "Money face"
Wondered how that "Money face" nickname came bout ?
I called my dear girl that , coz she was obsessed bout money :S
Laugh out loud , i bet she`ll be mad when she sees this :xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Dont take it t heart ah !
0kay , so we went back arcade fr their Jubeat .
I went out t call my mother t pick me up .
0hya , guess what th dumbest thing fr th day ?
I ACTUALLY ... ACTUALLY FORGET T BRING MY FONE OUT !!!
Thats like years of impossibility nd it happened that day .
I miss my fone then , felt so weird w/o carrying i around like always >:
K so , i was kind t send "Money face" t mrt there nd pei her go top up her card .
Then i went off t wait fr my father`s van .
0ff 2 toilet nd minutes later , got on nd got my precious fone in hand *HAPPY*
Went over t grandma`s place fr dinner .
Played dai di at night , won $5. (:
Yaya , better than nothing .
Homed , was busy w this , that till 12 plus , 1 ?

Now , im at my cousin`s house .
Im blogging using her labby ^^
Had steamboat fr lunch , god-damn full !
Prolly meeting him afterwards , if he do keep his words (:
Gna enjoy m entertainments alr, ^^
Lastly , Enjoy Your New Year Everybodies ~

2010-02-09T23:41:00.000-08:00

Know , trust , rely , commit ,

Dear Diary ,

K , shall talk bout my week. (:
Monday had lessons blahblah then went fr lunch w Jeam/tabor .
Then bused t counselling .
Thanks t those who pei-ed me text along th way , coz it was really bored nd i was tired too .
So yarh , i was late ...
I went in , guess what ?
There was this two other counsellors , so they asked me alot of questions ._.
Im sleepy , alot questions .
WOW , yoo know ~
Then had a good 1h talk w my counsellor , she`d really been of much help .
My listening ear yoo can say , she`ve been giving me loads of advices too [:
Then she asked a question , which some teachers questioned me too " Why your hair lidhat ? " then look in wonders .
Me : " Coz i like , its special "
Her : *Nods* while looking at my hair " Um .. really special. "
I did th Five Love Languages thingy fr th parent session th other time .
I only shared it w those i feel like .
Home.sweet.home afterwards .
Gave homeworks a miss :D

Tuesday , first period of th day was PHYSICS !!!!
I love it , why ?
Coz , its time fr f.u.n .
HAHA , feel so relaxed everytime during physics .
Coz i feel being myself during then , feel no pressure at all unless stress when it comes t work nd test time .
Not meaning id be myself other times , its just like ... So awkward th feeling , just wna keep shut off .
So if yoo or yoo did noticed , sometimes im silent , really .
Thats when i need time alone , i need some peace alone , i need t think thru alone , i need t settle down alone , i need t put myself at ease alone , i need t manage my emotions alone , i need t step down from all th bullshits alone ......
& Thats th only time i'll learn t reflect .
0n myself , on my actions , on people around me , on consequences .
Great , its been a help t my mentality , bud not t concentration .
Im lagging in studies right now , SUCK !
Id understand this , id understand that .
I need more time , more time t catch up , more time t learn .
I remembered i lend this shirt from a friend which says " Im a slow learner "
Well prolly , it pictures th me now .
Nevertheless , JY M ^^
To cut it short , i fell sick again .
38 degrees at night , 5 tablets then snooze t bed ~

Wednesday , i remembered me waking up at 1.49 am .
Arghzxc , yoo know what pissed me off at sucha late hour ?
Initially , was that i couldnt find my fone .
Always , i would have it beside me .
Bud i couldnt find it anywhere at that time .
Searched high nd low fr it , practically th whole room !
Was MAD upon not finding it , i went out t call my fone .
No ringtone heard , cant be coz i dint put it on silent .
I gave up after tons of pekchek-ness .
Went toilet nd when i was bout t off th lights , something caught my eye ....
Guess what i saw ?!
I saw my phone at MY MOTHER`S DRESSING TABLE .
So its obvious who was th culpirt ....
Then i recalled when i was drownsy after medication , she attempted t take my fone from me .
I heard her naggings then ..... i dropped t sleep .
She : " So late alrdy , still dw sleep ? "
Me : Yoo take my fone , CB !? * Roll eyes & walk off *
Back in my room , my maid was woken up by th din i made earlier i guess ?
Soso , my maid told me my mother actually picked up my call when i alr strictly told her not t touch it during her first attempt .
How TOLERATING can i be t her , tell me ?!
Thought she`ll change after counselling , told them clearly what i wanted nd wished fr .
Its really simple , i dint ask fr much .
Bud somehow , somewhat its hard t get it .
Was telling ____ that she actually dint change at all , just that sometimes a better of side of her was seen .
I really hope she will change please , godbless !
Afterthat replied t those texts .
Suprisingly they werent asleep , so we chatted a short while .
They fell asleep , laughs .
Me went back t bed <: Had muscle cramp around 6 plus >.<
It was fine then i went t catch some sleep somemore .
Woke up at 7.45 , my mother was YA YA YA -ing right in th morning .
Ignored her atw , was still angry w her fr th fone thingy .
Prepared , then ___ called me .
___ thought i wasnt going skool coz i was sick .
Assured him i was fine before ___let me t skool .
Down t meet usuals then off t skool .
Maths , i can say i can understand bah .
Hopes this maintain <:
I thought i was late fr chinese , bud i wasnt at all .
In fact , early coz TCH havent come .
HAHA , so saw Taro .
Talked abit then TCH come .
Me : Wo hui lai le !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Him : Yoo go overseas ah ?
Me : No lah , i sick * With china tone *
Him : Sick ah ? * Reply back in th china tone *
Me : Yalo , then go in class .....
Taro then told me got homework , so alamak must do :@
English was fine , learnt bout th essay dk what lah .
I only can remember th Grammer Fragments .
Coz thats what i`d in my compo , which i failed by a mark !!!!!!!!!!!
Did 3 corrections on fragments then released .
Home.sweet.home , had lunch (:
My brot`s friends came after tution .
Taught them maths , im good at it ....
Coz its primary school ones :D
Then he went fr skool`s program .
___ called me after his skool , chatted fr a while :\
We dint meet today , ___ gotta go home paint his room .
My brot`s back , zomg @.@
HeDontIrritateMeCanLe [:
Prolly doing homeworks , see how *.*

2010-02-04T04:00:00.000-08:00

Too much t handle ,

Dear diary ,

BOMBZXC , fever struck me. ):
Dint attend skool , guess what`s worst ?
My temperature was 39.9 , zomg @.@
Imagine how sick i was ........
Was freakingzxc weak , felt terrible also .
My mum had t drag me t th clinic , th agony of sickness ):
Leg like nua lidhat , cant walk .
Vomited too :zzz
Had 5 tablets fr medication , gah ! D:
Reached home , first thing toh .
___ called me , had a long chat .
Then off t nap .
Followed by medication .
Budden after hours , fever came back t haunt me .
Just had medication , strictly porridge fr these few days only >:
My mum told ___ that i was restricted from eating Tom Yum , now ___ dont let ! :@
Tmr not going skool , staying at home ^^
Hopefully , i`ll recover on sat (:
To sum up everything , th whole day im like a sick patient resting on bedddddddd till now .
Ah lastly , hope my absence wont cause me t lag behind too much fr lessons *PRAYS*

2010-01-28T07:27:00.000-08:00

Expect changes ,

Dear Diary ,

Its 11.28 naoooooooooooz ~
Doing a short post before shutting this machine down .
Did my homeworks alr , updated fs , had a change of peekture nd changed my nick too (:
Finally , i had th time t [:
Next shall be my playlist .
Lessons , hopefully i wouldnt lag behind nd able t keep up th pace of everything C:
Tmr maths test :/
Confused w th fomula nd all again , haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :<
Jyjyjyyjyjyjyjyjy me , Go M ~
Update more th next post , goodnight everyone !
(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

2010-01-19T01:10:00.000-08:00

Victim of circumstances ,

Dear Diary ,

Seriously , been thru alot .
Family issues was a hell , fr those who knew .
Was facing loads nd more each day , almost couldnt hang on , almost gave up .
I felt helpless , stress , pressurized , fear , troubled .
Could admit it was th worst of all :<
Bud had t thank those who were there fr me , who showed me that its not th end , that i shouldnt just give up , that they love me [:
0verall , time brought me lots of priceless lessons (:
Will , always keep those in mind .
Bud everything`s slightly better i could say , after last night`s counselling .
My counsellor was a great source of help , she guided me nd advice me .
Th way she could emphatize in me , th way she put herself in my shoes , i like C:
Now , i`ve gotta just really buck up in my studies .
I know i may be weak , bud i`ll put in more effort .
Had physics fr th first period , dint bring my materials .
Always slip off my mind t bring those books , gotta bring it next lesson .
As a punishment , gotta stand up . Learnt how t read th scales , seeked help nd understood after that .
Maths i understood a lil , bud was sleeping after that .
Mr chiang arranged Yvette t sit beside me nd helped me w my work next lesson .
I hope she can help me nd i can learn better *.*
Today played "Blow wind blow" , was fun . i tried t cheat , bud was discovered .
I regained my laughter finally .
Ha , Poa was pretty well fr me .
Should have no problem understanding bah .
Scored 7 fr th test/quiz , dint read th questions t have missed out th relevant points x.x
Was busy jotting down notes fr Hist , just have t memorize .
An umcoming test , will i do well ? ~
Mrs calais dint come fr English , Mdm low relief th class . Had t do a comprehension worksheet , got it done then went t seek helps fr Maths .
Mdw Low nd Jesvina taught me maths today , was contented that i understood ^^
Then home sweet home xD
Lastly , LoveYouB !

2010-01-12T15:56:00.000-08:00

Lost in no direction,

Dear diary ,

It`d been long since i last login t update .
Skool started nd was a struggle fr me .
Its just th beggining of lessons nd i found myself not able t understand most of it .
Difficulty struck me , I found hard t stay persistant .
My mood easily ran over me , attitude quit a number of people that period of time .
Felt lousy , lousy in a way i cant control my emotions ):
I confide into them afterwards , they begun t understand why .
We were then fine (:
Pay attention fr lessons , bud i just cant absorb nd apply it .
I tend t forget after learning , ):
I hope t be able t catch out w those i`ve missed out .
Maths was th worst , i totally had no idea .
@^&**&^#$%&*()@%!@#$%^&*(^&* !
Hist wasnt that bad , poa lost as well .
Idk how t differenciate .
Just found myself slow in learning , prolly hard t settle myself down after playing a fool so long fr th past .
I hope i could be better , i`ve t work harder as well xD
K , talking bout this morning . .
Everyone forgetton , today is wednesday .
Woke me up as usual at 7 , i dint remember anything too .
Last night had fever , was shivering fr th whole night .
Felt worst , had sore throat too .
Morning i was better , texted those usuals [:
So , i was done preparing at 7.40 .
Went down then called Miss Yvette , then found out today starts skool late .
So well , decided t blog nd keep my lil diary once alive C:

Peektures , up soon ^^

2009-12-08T22:35:00.000-08:00

Departure ,

Umm , mmmm .......
Currently at lan with that aka bunny .
Audi having maintence till 3.30 ):
Sososo , decided t post (:
Today met her then we trained t bugis tgt .
Went gaigai first then wanted go iluma th lan .
Bud like no have , so decided go th bugis whan
That aka bunny`s beside me , very noisy ah she \m/
Afterwards maybe zooming home alr then talk on phone bah .
Ay t YVETTEONG , faster decide when yoo whan meet me lea (:
Or i nua at home alrdy , kkkkkkkkkkkk :<
Seeyou soon , maybe (?)
Later going w my bunny`s wedding .
Jyjyjyjyjy k ? :D

& I`ve relinked those i can remember nd remove those whom idk their links or deleted their blogs alr .
Tag me t be linked or relinked ^^

2009-12-07T22:05:00.000-08:00

What else can i say more . .

Starting w today`s morning .
Got woken up by my mother @.@
So woke up , played audi w {luvvvvv} then msg my usuals .
Had a change of songs , bored of old ones too .
Time fr new ones *winks*
K , check it out k ? :>
-If my mood is pretty good , i may post one or two piczxzxzc [:
Off2audi alrdy , BYEBYE. (:

2009-12-07T06:49:00.000-08:00

Time nd again ,

Ummmm , how should i start off ?
Make up my mind t blog fr myself nd fr those who requested it. (:
K , sosooso ...
That day went t meet yvette/sai at bedok .
Trained t cck then lrt t bukit pangjang .
Met sora first then Renjie .
Chillout then go toilet .
Then waited fr their friend t come .
Chillout a while out in between .
See them eat then chillout [:
Then they went lan , me nd sai dint play .
We went dinner , so yah .
After that met them at taxi stand , promised ren jie t ton so ton .
Went his house first , had some food .
Shared w sai then went t slack at block , carpark .
Went t play hide&seek then they worried come find us .
Sai went back , i was alone o.o
Renjie called me , he wants t find me alone .
I rejected , after a while went back .
Started asking where i go , i kept silent :D
Then dontknow at what time , they wanted buy food .
So went t buy , i dint .
Go th plaza th stage play true & dare .
Fun thru-out .
They say i must be feeling happy , slowly guess bah .
Went carpark . continued true & dare .
I make them do frog jump , was laughing thru-out .
Then at 5.17 , Ren jie went back home .
Sora nd th friend pei-ed us till 7 plus lidhat then walked us t th traffic .
Then went back tamp .
Dint sleep , bud t keep my promise t Missy Justina Boyfr .
I meet her luh , went cs 2nd floor there myself after parting w sai .
I slept there till like 10 plus , i got woke up by calls .
She came over t meet me , i was like half-asleep .
Went toilet washup then cut my fridge .
See her , les w her disturb a whiles .
Then i lied on her shoulder then lap then i wanted sleep .
Bud she told me t pei her so i kept my eyes open just t pei her .
To prevent me from sleeping , she dragged me t go walkwalk .
So went then had lunch .
Her treat , coz she lose a bet t me .
Then met Chun yin at arcade .
He dint see us , we thought he ignore so we went off x.x
Went back t cs 2nd floor , joked around .
Laughing like mad , she should know why -winks-
Then chun yin came down t look fr us .
Chatted a lil then go walkwalk around .
After quite some time , he went t find his friend .
Chillout first then that silly go take peekture of me w her cam .
Headed t roam around Tm , Cs nd T1 .
Tired , sat down nd had some h2h talks sessions .
-Secretzxcbabe-
Headed home around 5 plus-6 plus , was raining .
Wanted t sleep bud in th end audi coz dint whan t disappoint they all .
So dint sleep till at night .
Cmi , then off2sleep :D

0ther days , audi all day longgggggggg (Y)

2009-10-27T03:06:00.000-07:00

M , Back in action. (:

Hihi , im now at Yvette/sai`s house posting .
No mood to post nowadays or fr that long period of time .
So , it`ll be easier contacting me thru phone .
No point online anymore , coz im seldom active .
0nce in a while , audi yes (:
Not gonna say anything , close ones should know my everyday`s problems :D
Latest update: Just back from running home not long ago , sorry fr those who got pestered by my mother .
K BAIBAI , blogger seeya soon when im back around again [:

2009-09-22T06:41:00.000-07:00

I LOVE X.JUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ! *Inserts hearts*

Just a few words fr today. (:
A post , just fr him :D

2009-08-29T19:14:00.000-07:00

Sometimes th thing yoo need is th one thing yoo can`t see .

Not blogging fr real long , things werent on th bright side .
Many things happen nd now my life`s screwed up in a mess i feel .
I need some stress management talk , ah !
Those closed ones should know .
Despite things that happened which pulled me down , my parents still added on to it .
WOW ! >:<
They k me , now on everything i own .
Nagging at me bout lots of things , studies nevr an exception .
Somehow , lost interest in studies alr .
Just , just leading my life day by day , no motivation , no interes , no nothing .
Cried out last night nd gave some h2h talks with lovelies , felt a lil out of th whole better .
0ne thing , couldnt believe th fact .
Nevr excepted it , hopes pin too high i guess .
Now , idk how to trust people .
Yoo see , they can say out anything everything , bud it`s till they prove it then yoo can affirm it true .
Yes , melissa`s sucha weakling last night .
I always thought scars made me stronger , yet couldnt chin up .
Failed , failed as a whole .
Disappointed in myself ):
Thanks to those who did a part in cheering me up (:
Loveyou guys , just too upset to tell yoo guys .
Yoo all know it , don`t yoo ?
Needed someone who can stand in my shoes nd really picture what im feeling .
It`s somewhat easy to start , bud hard to let go of th thing yoo started .
Don`t think i`ll be feeling any happier not in any kind of mood .
So , don`t expect i`ll be giving any kind of good mood .
Will be having short tempers , i`d said it in advance .
Let yoo go not coz i`ve given up , it`s just i couldnt find any reason to make yoo stay anymore D:
Tkcare , remembered i did loved yoo once [:

2009-08-21T03:07:00.000-07:00

A , little off hand .

Sup , i know it`s been long since i`ve been not lazyyyyyyyyyyy ! (:
Since free , so decided to blog .
Skool`s a bored old thing that i hate now .
I dread having to drag myself out of bed every morning . ):
ANDAND , HAVING TO GET SCOLDED BY SOME PEOPLE FR BEING LATE ! -.-
Eh hello miss(S) , yoo think i whan ah ?
Yoo think i enjoy getting kp by my "everyday sure kp" mother ah ?!
Worst still , get kp by yoo .
0h whatthfug cans ?!
It`s making it worse nd my mood will just s.i.n.k , s.i.n.k.i.n.g , s.u.n.k :ZZZZ
Screw yoo !
Im not trying to say it`s your fault , i only say i was gna blame yoo fr it . *TWISTS*
Read it fr all i care , isnt this th fact ?
Im just stating it done , anything wrong ?
Have , then find me laaaas ! ^^
Back to topic ...
SOSOSOSO , it`s not so bad now that i get to sit at th back .
Its damn SHIOK , itellyoo ! :D
I`ve my friends there to talk with nd entertain , gossiping nd foneyyyyyyy ! [:
Plus air-con = HEAVEN !
It`s now becoming th only motivation that drives me to skool >.<
SO well well well , after skool went mac with Yvette/sai , kian kok , Sya sya , Chomel nd Valerie . (:
They bought lunch except me nd sai ./
After that , study time ):
Sya sya left off first .
Then we studied , nd i couldnt remember anything :X
I admit im slow at learning nd my brain is rotting alr !
It cant seem to absorb nd remember anything regarding studies .
Guess i`ve really lost interest in studies .
Too bad , too late ^^V
Me nd sai had lunch at 2 plus going 3 .
Saw Siuwen/black contacts nd charmaine .
They joined us ,.
They had two ice-cream , hahahahaaaa !
After that , we went slack at 840 .
Me talked to kok peng/daddy xD
Then they over there disiao , black contacts nd charmaine keep like parrot repeating what i say harh !!!!?????
They left first , nd soon my phone died .
So went home to have my phone charged .
Yayeh , now peoooopllleeeee entertaining me with messages nd calls .
Better life , at least ...

2009-08-05T04:53:00.000-07:00

Take , away my fear .

Decided to step out my laziness nd just blog .
It`s like kinda dead , i know .
It`s just idk how nd what to begin with .
Too much things on my mind , till idk which comes first .
Good & Bad , it`s a whole lot .
I had a great talk with peoples , thanks fr being my listening ear (:
I just need to rant it out , lest i even suffer more .
I`ve learnt that actually pouring out your heart , talking out each other`s views is awesomely great :D
At least , it do help in better understanding .
I`ve this problem with me nowadays , im really short-tempered nd easily angered/pissed off .
Sometimes i try hard to show , bud im feeling worst inside anyone could know .
Some close ones should remember me telling them i cried everyday in a row .
It`s really like many much alot problems are stacking up more each nd every day .
Its saddening , frustrated , stressed-out .
Bud th key is , who`ll understand ?
Yoo may tell , bud they may not understand .
Afterall , they weren`t th whan who went thru all those shyts , it was ME MYSELF .
Hey boy , guess yoo know best th reason which cut us apart :/
I know , i got it , i understood , i let go .
Find a better her , coz i`d nevr been th greatest .
Settle your things real fast , hope nothing will happen alright ? ^^
My parents` in out naggings have been a bother .
Imagine , yoo did nothing wrong nd get railed at .
Sometimes , it`s better if yoo don`t clear things up .
Let th finger point at yoo , coz eventually it`ll still come back at yoo .
It`s just a matter of sooner or later .
I don`t wna say so much since yoo`ve insisted it was my fault .
My mother(?/father(?) wrote to me :"It`s sad we cant communicate"
I dint , nevr wanted it this way .
It was your pin-pointings , your false accusations , your lack of trust in me , that caused me to turn to yoo this way .
Sorry , bud i`d nevr had this in my mind to plan all this from th start .
I know yoo`ll read this one day , hope yoo understand what i`ve poured all out after which i nevr said .
Everything gns be okay right ? *Prays*
This may just be a mile obstacle right , Melissa ? (:
I`ll stand up stronger , won`t i ?
I trust myself , fr nobody might believe in me .

Coming to another issue ;
Eh hello , yoo think idk yoo were saying me ah ?
Yoo think im dumb or stupid ?
Fr god`s sake , tell me that in my face if yoo whan laaaas .
Don`t need act , thinking idk anything .
DON`T CALL ME SOMETHING THAT MAKES YOO ONE TOO -.-
C`mon , yoo knows best what yoo`ve done .
Im just waiting fr yoo , _'_
Start th game nd i`ll play along with yoo .
Im ready fr anything that`s coming up .
Im ready to take this on, im just waiting fr yoo to make your move ^-^

2009-07-29T02:38:00.000-07:00

Now , who else to turn to ?

Problems , many problems coming hard on me );
Be it family problems or frienship , both did some a part in contributing .
I cant take it , cant take it any longer .
Who , who`ll really see thru me nd understand it all ?
Yes i can tell it to everyone/anyone , bud who can really get my point ?
What`s th point saying , when it comes to a conclusion that everyone is putting up a act to know when they don`t .
C`mon , just out with th truth .
Honest , rather then deceive .
Yoo were once my number one , my everything , my most trusted friend , my first priority , my first everything .
Now that yoo`re gone , who can i turn to ? :/
Actual fact is , everyone do wears a mask , it`s only on how well one can hide it .
I do wear a mask too , yes tryna be happy .
I wouldnt whan others to see it , nd i`ve to repeat all over again bud with th same old conclusion .
Friends ?
Nah , one after another leaving , going before i even said goodbye .
Im alr facing so much problems , do i have to face yoo everyday with th same old look hanging on your face ?
I did nothing to deserve that nd id owe yoo that okay ?
*Think if it`s yoo , so be it* .
Im sick nd tired , tired of having to please yoo when i cant even satisfy myself .
Can i just one day tell yoo im giving all this up ?
Be it my part of neglecting your feelings or what , i apologise .
This time round , everything just went worse nd it`s sinking deeper as each day counts .
Be there fr me or leave , up to yoo .
Im not gna please anyone from now on , I cant even hoax myself .
Hate me , then carry on .
I`ve no mood to fight this on with any of yoo guys , take it that i admit defeat kay ?
Defeat , yes im defeated with obstacles .
As good as dead , don`t bother bout me .
Save it , i won`t be contented .

2009-07-16T05:14:00.000-07:00

Jealousy kills ,

All along , have yoo not seen it ?
Harhharhharh ?
Dropped hints to yoo , bud yoo either dint bother or was too slow to react .
0h whatever !
GO , go far far A-W-A-Y ~
Ihateyou *Thumbs down* .
Closer to others then i`d expected .
Well , that was a disappontment ):
Bud i whun let it affect me , i`ll move on even if yoo`ll not be around .
Sucker , f off (:
Menoneedyoo (: (: (:
Easily angered nd pissed off nowadays , dhun provoke me tyvm [:
Different from others, nd in a bad way .
So what if yoo were my friend ?
Hey , i wouldnt care if yoo choosed to treat me lidhat in th first place :/
Yoo deserved all this now , blame it on yourself :D
Have yoo spare a thought fr me ? No .
Have yoo cared enough ? No .
Have yoo tried to initate being good to me ? No .
Have yoo treated me better then others ? No .
Have yoo see me thru among th crowd ? No .
Have yoo in th least bothered ? No .
Have yoo made me felt special ? No .
Well , enough of my rantings .
Search your heart fr all these answers , yoo know it best dhun yoo ? (:
Yoo , merely a stranger to me . (:
Now , get it ?
0nce bitten , twice shy ~
I whun let a repeat of history , yoo can lead your life nd i lead mine .
Let not be _ _ _ _ _ _ _ (s) . *Figure it yourself* .
An end to all this , much relieved now :D
Running a temperature now , i wasnt even feeling well today actually .
Had sore throat ):
Weird thing is , i`ll always have a fever after every sore throat .
& Fish , im like sneezing all th time ):
Someeone ticked me off fr going skool even when im sick :zzz
Wasnt my act real enough to convince ? ): ): ):
Worsen , nd i shall not be going skool .

2009-07-14T05:15:00.000-07:00

Pull me thru , please .

0kay , i should stop being lazy nd just blog . (:
Fine , today i was pissed off till i dint whan to explain myself further nd just keep numb bout it :@
Kay fine bout it that i got punished coz i pon dentention .
That whan , i nothing say .
Bud th thing that i dint talk , means i really DINT !
Hey MRS CALAY , fyi i was dancing at th back .
When did i open my mouth nd talk harh harh harh ?!
Just because yoo heard noises coming from th back , doesnt mean it`s me right ?
Can yoo like ... Argh forget it !
Peepooooo , yoo know what`s th best thing ?
I told her i dint , she insisted that i did nd effing send me out of th class .
0h wow , big fcuk ?!?!
I was sleeping outside , fyi too .
& Yoo wna know why i showed yoo attitude ?
Coz i did nothing wrong nd im unhappy that i got punished fr nothing !
I dint answer yoo , dint look at yoo , alr give yoo face ,.
At least i dint bloody shout at yoo or showed yoo any of my lj attitudes :/
At th end of it , she can even tell me "It`s not th end fr yoo yet" .
Next moment , told mrs khoh that yoo was gna give me beta ?
O: , give luh .
My future is alr half-gone , one more adding on whun kills (:
So after that i was giving black face all th way till i sat down with Rachel/sweetie nd co then they cheered me up with their cute-ness [:
I enjoyed chinese lesson .
Yoo know why ?
Coz i would be sleeping , it`s nap time :D : D : D
After that , headed to toilet with siuwen/black contacts .
Cheryl/sweets came in toilet too then talked . (:
Saw Ru meng then nd cracked some jokes .
Missed those days yeah ? :/
Followed by gohyangling/smexy [:
They asked me go 2H , they said people in there confirm will miss me , cute right they ? (:
That`s why i love them :}}}
I hide behind th door , bud some people still saw me nd shouted fr me .
I wanted zhao off then they come out catch me .
Very th cute ayeeeeeeee ~
They sent me half-way , while black contacts nd charmaine sent me to staircase there (Many thanks) .
I thought sweets went back class , so asked black contacts scold her cb .
Then i dint know she was nearby standing there only .
Then we were shouting away , then i asked them wait .
I ran down to 3rd floor then at th toilet there look up .
We talked a while then mrs khoh came .
Bye nd all zhao . (:
We were kena lectured by mrs khoh .
She also talked in to me , hinting that althought i did not reply th CALAIUS , bud my body language was showing that i was unhappy :o
Ended skool , pon-ed dentention again .
Went with Jeam/tabor nd Yvette/aiai to eat prata (: (: (:
Its nice okay ? Right ?
Then went toilet slacked a while .
Headed to tm arcade find th monkey .
Was laughing like crap , coz th scene is too funny alr .
Like 5 plus , bused home with aiai .
Tabor trained back to commonwealth {:
We sat one round coz like tired :OOO
She alighted before me , laughs .
Was on fone with peoples when i got home .
After that , used com till now ./
0h manszx , me havent bath nd eat yet ):
My mother`s freaking pissing me to th max alr _'_
Aku ta boleh tahan laaaas dey . :zzz
IHATEHER , an official thing : D
Yoo should thank yourself fr picking on me , yoo had it coming .
So now im hating yoo , happy ?!
Not happy , then i detest . :)
Now on msn with Chomel/xiaoniang , Kokpeng/daddy , Yan han /di nd some others (:
Cheerup daddy nd cool down , melissa :)
0h yarh , dhun know who called me dog leh ?
Eh cat , yoo very dua sai meh ?
Still can tell people yoo called me one , i shall call yoo cat then : D :D :D

2009-07-11T02:57:00.000-07:00

Dhun act to please ,

Im gna pour it all out , who cares who sees this ? (:
I admit , i`ve been stressed out this period of time .
Not like any ordinary , bud very .
I`ve tried not to show , idw others to probe either .
Somehow , i`ve been rejecting help nd thought i could be strong .
Bud how , now how when all problems are crashing hard on me ?
Friendship problems , family problems .
& My fone line got cut off , contact me thru my house fone instead (ask if yoo wna th no fr contacting) , coz usage of com depends on my mood .
I was very pissed off with my mother , i told her she wasnt my mother (I know its bad) .
Idk , idk why i cant control myself or my temper rather when a slight bit of problem is faced ):
I hope i can control , i hope i could contain it all , bud can/could i ?
People , dhun say yoo do understand how i really feel deep down coz me myself dhun even understand .
A worst thing yoo could say , not to even understand yourself .
Friendships , im totally s-p-e-e-c-h-l-e-s-s ...
Studies ?
0h , i`ve long ago given up on it .
If yoo guys are observant , i`ve stop doing mostly of my homeworks nd i hate schooling .
Id mind quiting skool , seriously .
This , idk why .
I just dhun feel like studying , althought it might affect my future .
Look down on me if any of yoo wants , coz this aint gna bother me now nd in future [:
& Things that happened yesterday , yoo guys should know yourself best who did it aye .
Th logic behind it is ; we whun provoke yoo unless yoo do .
SO .... Just shutup please .

2009-07-07T05:01:00.000-07:00

Can yoo , could yoo like understand me at least better ? :/

I give up , give up trying to be a good friend .
It`s starting to get harder nd tiring each day .
Im really "sick nd tired" of it alr .
& Idw act to please , it`s so not me ):
I just whan to be th real me , can i ?
Yoo dhun , nevr , tried , bother , to understand .
All i get is nonsense that really piss me off real well .
Enough , enough is enough .
Stop all this crap now , do whatever yoo like .
Im giving up , now yes now .
I hate it when i get so vexed , irritated , pissed , angry with this .
I just whan a friend i can get real well along with , one who will stick thru all th shits of ups nd downs with me .
Not yoo , definately a straight not yoo .
Yoo seem not to understand what i really whan .
Friend ? A friend ?
I rather we were not , not to go thru all this .
Stick to your bloody effing whatever shit yoo call it yours , im not gna care .
If we ended up not being friends even , then so be it .
Coz now , now i cant be bothered anymore .
I learned this all from yoo , yoo with your "Heck-Care Attitude" all written nd expressed all over .
0h well , thanks horh -.- "
If yoo can , why not me ? (:
I can pull it thru equally well even without yoo ./
I used to need yoo , bud not now anymore .
Thanks fr all these things yoo inflicted to me , now im gna do it back to yoo too .
Im just returning what yoo gave me initially .
Kay , BYE to yoo (!)
*If yoo think im referring to yoo , so be it* (Who cares ?)

2009-06-28T05:29:00.000-07:00

Just , not in th way .

Heeeeeeee , back home nd talking to Yvette/aiai on th fone now .
Just now went out with her .
Met her at inter .
Suey , missed two buses when walking to bus-stop .
So waited then full .
So waited fr another whan .
I dint know she cut hair till she told me :x
She asked me if it was okay not , it`s okay my dear (:
Headed to fairprice , i bought th 1.5 green tea .
Headed to lunch , had nasi lemak th both of us .
Then headed to cold storage nd aiai bought cold green tea .
Then took th shuttle bus to Ikea then walked to courts fr th Pasir ris th .
Free ride , went white sands .
I bought new sexbands , then went slack fr quite long .
Camwhored , shall upload it when im free [:
Slacked till 6 then went to new generation to remove my septum .
Not say remove , is replace it with earstick rather .
Then this guy came in to pierce septum .
I suddenly recalled how it felt like when i did it too , 0-M-G !
Me nd aiai see le also feel like it`s pain , he cried yoo know .
Then this two girls wanted let me go first coz i came first .
Bud i told them nehmind nd let them go first .
After that , i went to screw th thing out .
They were like in front of me staring hard , damn stressful .
Aiai helped me to replace th earstick .
Thanks dear (:
Wanted bus 3 home , bud couldnt find .
Anyone , anyone tell me Pasir Ris inter no bus 3 ah ? :o
Took 21 instead nd alighted at century square there .
Walked home , homed at bout 6 plus [:
Lunched nd did my things .
& I havent pack my school baggieeeeeeeee ):

2009-06-25T19:41:00.000-07:00

I , love kene (:

Alright , it`d been super super urber long since i updated .
Well , did go out .
Yoo can read Yvette/aiai `s blog fr our outings .
Im not gna write bout that , i cant remember .
Well well , wednesday went out with Mandy/ah hai , Evan/bubble tea , Queenie/stead , Jocelyn/les partner .
There were boys too , like caijie , jasper nd co ?
Walked around , they were playing with make-ups ?
Then we **** , then ah hai nd bubble tea removed theirs .
Les partner damn rich , spent $100 plus on make-ups .
Planned to watch movie , bud i back out coz i`d no money nd idw to drag others down .
Ah hai nd bubble tea in th end dint too , coz bubble tea needed go home early so th both of them went to eat .
While i bused down to meet my Rachel/sweetie with tian chi (lols) .
Reached le , we disiao each other .
Went her house , i played drum (:
Tian chi played guitar .
Then sweetie was blogging then he was peeking .
Laugh out loud !
Sweetie`s sister wanted go playground bud th maid dhun whan bring .
So sweetie sent her sister to playground after that sent tian chi to bus-stop .
Then***** nd shared .
After that , me nd sweetie did some kind of h2h talks [:
Left at 7 plus plus , texted pp on th way .
After that Yvette/aiai caleld me after she finished her dinner .
Reached home at 8 plus , dinner-ed .
Phoned , teeveeeeee nd texts :D

Yesterday
Was supposed go out with Daphne/darhling , Yvette/aiai nd felicia .
Bud darhling coz of some things , cant go .
So outing cancelled , aiai nd i suggested going out with each othet .
In th end ?
Nevr , lols .
So i stayed at home , rotted .
Audi-ed with gan daddies nd Justina (L)
These few days having limited patience nd real bad tempers .
So i was fussing over lil things , i was damn stressed up till i cried .
Wtfug right ?
Coz it`s like , i cant play well , play well in th only game im playing ; audi .
So i was like fcuk-ed up , stressed till like cried .
Angry with myself too fr losing tempers on others , real big SORRY .
After that was okay , thanks others fr being patient with me [:
After that went to watch teeveeeee , lunched nd air-con .
Trishan/daddy called me talk , while i was texting another daddy .
Kup-ed at 7 .
Bathed , nd i was real happy again coz my favourite shampoooooooo !
Teeveeeeee nd off to fone again .
In short , patched with my ex :D

Today
Supposed to go over Rachel/sweetie`s house , someone is going along too . *Winks*
Bud Mandy/ah hai called me out .
I had th freaking urge to go down fr shopping .
My slipper`s spoily ):
I wna a new nd many others .
BUD , if only i had th money .
Shall decide later on .
0ff to talk to my daddies alr , stay turn fr more coming up (:

2009-06-16T19:40:00.000-07:00

A moment like this ,

Due to yvette/aiai`s reminders , i remembered that i missed out a part .
A part she laughed th most nd th loudest somemore ./
Coz at arcade , got this guy wear class tee .
His name was bryan laaaas .
Bud th bag cover so only see yan .
Then i told aiai , eh that guy mr yan leh .
Aiai: Who , where got mr yan ?
Me: *Point at him* There , yan th mr yan .
She horh without hestitaion , laugh like what .
Then make me laugh , like ki siao .
Then she say is bryan , what mr yan . *Then she laugh again*
Then i give her that kind of blur look *Laughing away* .
She asked me see properly , then i saw .
Me nd her laugh till .... W-O-W !
Then th rest was like : What happened ? Why yoo all laugh till lidhat .
Then i wanted tell them , then laughing all th way .
I told them slowly after i laughed finished .
They also laughed laaaas .
Th daphne`s part i shall not say , meSHY !
Just a short summary :
I turned , not on purpose then ....
Fr me to know , fr yoo to find out :D

Morning , mandy/ah hai called me .
I was sleeping , lols .
She asked me if i wanted go her church , at first i gave that kind of indirectly dhun whan reply .
Budbud , after that promised her i `ll go .
I told her it was fr her sake im going , i missed her after such long time .
She like touched nd happy (?)
She would be fetching me personally from my block , good right ? :D
That`s my ah hai (:

2009-06-16T04:18:00.000-07:00

SO , so what ?

I ♥ Wei Tian , memisshim ):
Faster out of hostel narh .
Worse thing is he has only left with 20 percent batt nd he needa tiong till friday D :
Maybe im gna meet him this weekend or next (:
& Shutups , mother fcukers . (I need not your comments , f off)
Well , today out with yvette/aiai , daphne/darhling , jeam/tabor nd felicia (:
So in bus darhling asked me text felicia .
I wanted to type this : Where`s yoo ? Im worried bout yoo . Regards , daphne .
We were like laughing away .
Went guardian buy drink .
Wtfug , th person thought i kope then keep staring into my bag .
Do , DO I look that suspicious ? :zz
Supposed meet felicia at tampines mrt platform .
She havent come , so i texted her again .
Me : Where`s yoo ? Love , everyone .
Laughed again luh , then after that she came le .
Purposely wanted go same cabin as th class outing , then some hum ji go another cabin when saw us .
Trained down bugis . meet tabor there ./
Then i laugh super loud at her , coz her cute slipper (No offence) .
Went junction first , i wanted eat curry puff bud bo money .
Coz coz , spent it on my septum piercing le :D
Then went street look fr tabor`s bag .
She searched fr very long coz she whan cute cute th , lols .
Finally at 2nd floor , found nd was bought at $15 .
Then went junction eat kfc .
At first i no money bud kind tabor , darhling , aiai nd felicia all took out money to let me buy ,
I dint whan th drink so i gave felicia .
So it`s like felicia paying fr her own drink , bud i took a few sips :D
After that , went th mall there , go arcade .
They played th sweets thing , then then ....
After eat sweets , decided to change to another place .
So walked to th other side , suddenly i shout .
Then i told them i almost fall , trip at th chair .
Then horh ... they very good .
Keep ask me repeat in rl actions how i tripped , dots .
Wore tabor`s cute slipper swith cookie monster on it th , they laugh even more .
They say i wear dhun suit my clothings then funny .
Then i asked tabor how much nd where she buy from , she said wastons $1+++
We were like shocked , coz so cheap :x
Then went junction after that , walk walk around .
Went lots of places , then at action city we all disiao siao .
At first i was hanging th messanger around my waist .
Then dhun know who go disiao me then I go use th messanger put at their butt .
They go put at my belly nd neh :xxx
I did back to them of course , revenge (:
Went one shop , i look at th shirt nf did fold back .
Then darhling told me :" Eheh , what yoo take , they like folding again leh"
Me: Wha , lidhat no customers i help them kick off their bored-ness , let them take out time fold leh .
Then one of th salegirls heard then smile smile .
Went bhg after that .
I was trying on th long half-cardi .
Then th promoter keep staring , KEEP !
Zz , try one thing openly also so difficult ah ?
Then she was nagging coz i dint took out my other half-cardi nd i just lup on .
At around 4 plus , aiai said she needa go to simei .
So we all like intended go home .
In th train , darhling called her mother nd her mother wanted her go simei also find her .
So 3 of them went simei , i ownself go tamp then bused home luh .
To entertain myself , listened to songs ahahaaaaaa ! ~~~
Msged with people , waiting fr baby to on his fone [:
Ending off , shall continue other days .

2009-06-14T07:08:00.000-07:00

Half-hearted .

I wanted add songs to my playlist th , bud have been delaying coz i was lazy :x
Nehmind , i shall do it tmr (:
Shall update bout this weekend .
So saturday i was hooking on to th com fr a few hours .
Coz i woke up at 12 plus .
Had lunch nd i was playing audi all th way .
Played till like 3 plus , i off it .
Then scarly my gan daddy text me to online , i was like @.@ !
I told him maybe later on , so he log out luh .
I wanted rest a while then ended up sleeping till 8 plus then wake up .
O-H-MY-G-O-O-D-N-E-S-S , my pig-ness `s coming back .
Had dinner , com a while till 9 plus then watched boys over flowers :D
Played with daddy nd jeam/tabor .
& My brother is addictive to see me play , he`ll wake me up early in th morning to ask me play nd th rest of th day non-stop D:
Th drama damn nice , just like others im loving it so ^_^
Daddy told me to call him then we had a tiff coz of this ....... _'_
In short , he pangseh-ed me .
So i gave him attitude nd real bad tempers .
It was till like 3 plus-4 before we cleared our misunderstanding .
Both of us turned in at 5 plus .
TH NEXT DAY .......
Guess what ?
My brother woke me up at 11 plus to play audi , grrrrrrrrrrr (!!!)
Bo bian coz he damn noisy laaaas .
Called rachel/sweetie to chat a while then msged after that .
Lunched nd played luh .
He was like huhu when i got first then miss coz i was texting , he would say "your stupid friend , wha lao ...."
Met this new guy "wei tian" (shawn` friend) :o
Comped all th way till 4 plus the i went to bath .
5 plus left house to go my grandma`s house .
Was texting him all th way till he had to go hostel then we stopped .
6 plus had dinner nd after that ice-creammmmmm (:
Then my cousins nd all were cramped up in th room coz all came in to enjoy th air-con :D
Somehow , i slept [:
Then tio disiao-ed by my stupid cousin then i woke up .
8.40 went back home .
Was texting daddy , Justina/girlfr nd wei tian :D

2009-06-12T05:47:00.000-07:00

Yoo whun know , i whun understand .

Huhu , im back home nd yoo know what ?
My mother returned my modem to me , i think she knows that idw come back coz no com nd all (Haha) .
So should i continue to stay at my grandma`s house or at my own house ?
My house
1. Got com .
2. Freedom .
3. Convenient to go out .
4. Unlimited usage of everything .
Grandma`s house
1. Got air-con .
2. Mio-tv .
3. Nice shampoo (:
4. Nicer food ?
5. Peace .
Which , which environment would yoo guys prefer to stay in ? (Tag me) :D

Shall blog bout yesterday .
Went someone`s house play drum (:
0hs , FINALLY manszxzxzx ! :):):)
Then she damn cute , say she know i addicted to my drum so i would continue to stay at my grandma`s house .
Then got 1 time , i played drum too engrossed then dao her .
Then we laugh in th end , she`s FUN (:(:(:
Grandma called at 6 plus to rush me back , i said okok .
Bud 7 plus plus going 8 then i slowly walk home .
Had dinner , packed up stuffs nd my uncle sent me home .
Grandma came along , then my cousin said he wanted see my house .
He was like best buddies with my brother .
So i asked him if he wanted see my brother or his house .
He hesistated , then said" I whan see ..... his .... his ... his house luh , who whan see him?"
Lols , bud he was very excited upon reaching my house`s door .
So obviously , he wanted see my brother th luh .
He wanted scare my brother then my brother gave that kind of diao look .
I was laughing laaaas , audi-ed till 12 plus .
Phoned with gan daddy till 1 plus then off i went to bed :D

2009-06-11T21:25:00.000-07:00

Yoo`ll nevr know .

0h yarh , thanks to Yvette/aiai reminders so im gna post bout what happened in th cinema .
I forgot all bout it manszxzx to not post :x
0kok , so there was this group of friends behind us .
There were 4 of them , 3 guy 1 girl :o
So we were watching th movie , a scary one .....
SUDDENLY ..... Guess what ?
He blurp , not softly bud loufly .
OH-MY-GOODNESS !
We turned around , th funny thing was he covered his mouth then obviously he was th whan .
So laugh laugh , then continue watch .
Scarly , again .
This time we look again knew it was him .
Th friends all wha lao him .
So we were laughing abit more then th first time .
Kaykay , th excited part havent come .
Watchwatchwatch , screamscreamscream , THEN ....
He BLURPED again .
This time cant take it le .
I shouted :"Wha lao , how many times le ah (In chinese) .
Aiai : 3 times (In chinese) .
Then all th friends heard , they were laughing nd he was laughing at himself too .
Then we kinda repeated then th friend tease him .
Saysaysay , then suddenly th scary part coming .
Ahahaaaaa , that was th time we all stopped .
Aiai took jacket cover .
I took my whole bag put at my face nd leaving a small hole only .
0kay , TH END ! (:

Today
I woke up at 12 , im sucha pig fr once .
I dint felt so tired before .
Yesterday met Melvin , then msn-ed with him nd sms .
Battery abit low le (Me , not th actual battery) .
Then talked to Melvin/bee all th way till late at night .
Kup-ed , msged a while with th both melvin(s) then fell asleep :x
0ops , sorry ! ):
Woken up by Jocelyn/les partner`s call .
I was late , i was supposed to meet her at 10.30 fr escape (She blanja-ing) .
It was quite late le , dint whan to make her wait so told her i was not going le .
Sorry fr th pangseh , bud yarh hope yoo understand (:
Breakfast-ed then comped .
Daily routine [:
Now im stucked again who to go with again .
1st choice : Go my friend`s house play drum then later meet Jeam/tabor ton .
2nd choice: Just effing stay at my grandma`s house then at night bused home .
3rd: Stay at my grandma`s house then later meet tabor .
IREALLYDHUNKNOW laaaas dey ): ): ):
*Vexed*
Nothing much to say , so off to msn nd msging le .
& Im not dao-ing people on msn le , so dhun worry darhlings ! :D

2009-06-11T07:06:00.001-07:00

Not knowing why ,

Promised to post , so im here to keep my word (:
Today left house at 12 plus , 28 down inter .
Met Yvette/aiai there .
Saw my aunt there , talked bout things .
She said my contacts made th eyes look scary , oh serious ?
Soon , aiai arrived .
Waited fr Valerie/marmie , then collected bs stuffs from her .
Her boyfr damn cute sia , see me first thing like a robot hand put all th way str pass it to me :o
Headed to KFC fr lunch , lost th coupon .
Damnit , then i was talking bout ghosts thing like wna scare aiai .
Then Daphne/darhling came to look fr us there .
Waited fr Felicia then we go buy tickets .
Darhling bought fr Jeam/tabor , she arrived after that .
It was kinda ex , $8.50 .
Thanks to grandma , who gave me th money :B
All bought drinks , except fr me .
Went up then soon th movie started .
Grrrrrrrr , i was shouting like an dhun know what manszxzxzx !
Then aiai told me relax , that was th funny part .
Aiai nd felicia over there laughing , i shouting nd take th whole bag cover .
Then darhling kinda laugh at me ):
After movie , all went toilet exdept darhling .
She helped me carry my paper bag , loves (:
Went fairprice coz tabor nd darhling needed get things .
Then went up foodcourt , all waited fr tabor to eat .
Chat , joked nd laughed [:
Darhling sent me songs nd th pic of one of th boys over flowers th character (Forget his name:x)
Tabor went home , while we went indoor sports hall .
Me nd darhling dint play , only aiai nd felicia did .
We both jiu sit there nd talk among ourselves .
Scarly , Melvin said he saw me nd ask if i was in th lan .
He was smoking :zzz
Then after that , came in to say hi then dota .
Left there at 7 plus then parted from th rest .
I went alone to sit bus back [:
Bathed , dinnered nd comped .
Then then , Melvin ask me wanted meet again not .
So agreed .
This part onwards is fr someone who requested me to post *winks*
Thanks someone fr chatting with me on th way , hope yoo see this ^^
Id hate th who seriously , i nervous then i dint know what i was talking :x (Paiseh)
So met him at bus-stop then we wanted go 1 block slack .
He dint know th block he wanted to slack was at my grandma`s block so i told him .
His reaction was like a straight :Harh , i dint know wha ....
So we went another block slack .
He goodgood , gave me *** then he also .
Kinda of a heart-to-heart talk , felt much better after pouring all out to him (:
Thanks ,nd also thanks fr sharing with me too [:
He`s friendly , first time chatted this much with a guy :D
Thenthen ... my grandma called .
So sort of have to go back , he also need .
He offered to send me home , bud i said nehmind .
So parted then promised to msn with him when i get back .
Heh , are yoo happy that i elaborated so much so yoo could get a clearer view of what happened [:[:[: (Right , someone ?)

2009-06-10T20:00:00.001-07:00

Thinking back .

0hmygawdddddddd , no panda eyes pleaseeeeeee ! ):
Yesterday was talking to Hui jie then Melvin/bee nd smsing .
His fone half-way no batt , so auto kup (RAH) .
Smsed with Jeam/tabor , Yvette/aiai , Valerie/marmie , Eric nd Melvin (:
Then bee was back , so talked all th way to 2 plus .
Grandma kinda wake up half-way that kind of thing , SORRY ):
I was tired , bee knew nd forced me go sleep .
So went sleep , he promised to sleep too bud not sure if he does .
Coz he was addictive-ly playing M-A-P-L-E .
Fell right asleep after kup .
Guess i was tired ayeeeeeeee .
Woke up at 10 plus , bobian :x
I was super duper tired manszxzxzxzxzxzxz ! ):):):
Aiai , i woke up fr yoo leh coz i scared late (:
Yoo pig havent wake up (!) *Awaiting*
All my dearies havent woke up , except fr Jeam/tabor nd Valerie/marmie (: / ):
Currently texting them nd im gna bath soon [:
Marmie said time fr bs collection would be at 1 , make me wake up so early :zzz
Bud nehmind laaaas , take it as use com luh ''_"
I realised , realised that i`ve no mood fr everything once im tired ]:
Im kinda lazy to reply texts nd im ignoring people on msn (Sorry) .

P/S : IF anyone dhun like th way i elaborate bout my life , yoo can f off nd id need any comments . (Reminders fr DOGS like spammers)
Everyone get this thing above clear nd right , dhun like then dhun come .

2009-06-10T05:02:00.000-07:00

Th one fr me .

Today woke up at 10 plus , breakfast nd comped .
Comped all th way till 2 plus then lunch .
Id feel th originality le coz some others also have th same whan .
SO ..... i changed my blogskin ^^
Msged with Melvin , Melvin/bee , Yvette/aiai , thanks fr pei-ing me (L)
Actually was supposed to meet melvin bud dint coz :
1. He woke up late .
2. He going out with friends .
3. I was stuck to choose who to go out with .
So we msged instead (:
& Sorry queenie/stead that i kinda dint meet yoo today .
Tmr also cant , super sorry .
Coz coz , i`ll be collecting bs stuffs nd catching a movie .
0ther day ? *Promise* .
Melvin/bee was sleeping still coz he kinda ton so , talked in msn with aiai .
Then talked nd msged after that .
Was planning to sleep , then suddenly quite a no of msgs come in .
Foned with bee then followed by marck then aiai [:
Was watching th NBA basketball , friggling nice .
Got time yoo should watch it , ch 23 (not sure of th timing)
Hung with aiai at 7 then we both went to bath .
At this moment , msn-ing with her nd smsing [:
Killing time off till 9 , then i`ll be watching teeveeeeee again .

Coming up:

As said , tmr i`ll be collecting bs stuffs nd catching a movie .
I`ll be watching ; Drag me to hell (0hyeah) .
Would be meeting aiai first then th rest later on .
Felicia , Jeam/tabor , Yvette/aiai , Daphne/darhling would be there toooooo .
Will update when i get back tmr .
*Toooooooodles*

2009-06-09T03:55:00.000-07:00

Forgotten , bud not forgiven .

Boooooooooo , im back ! (:
Met Yvette/aiai at inter , was late coz bus super long nd it was hell packed cans ?
Went to top up my ez-link then down to bugis .
Something happened then th train had to be terminated fr a while .
Then waited quite long then can finally sit train .
Talked nd stuffs [:
Headed to collect my reserved items nd paid .
Aiai bought her sort of jumper .
Then i went to buy th kimono , heart shape th :D
Walked around till tired then slack at staircase fr a while .
Then then , went to eat at coffeeshop .
Had laska , regretted .
Went toilet then went down th platform .
Waited fr 3 trains to past , we were talking nd trying to kick off time .
Then called someone , asking if i could go her house play drum .
Drums`re my addictionnnnnnn (:(:(:
Supposed meet her at kfc th , bud she last min need go home .
So asked me if i wanted hop on th bus , chiong-ed bud late by a few sec (damnit) .
Aiai`s 291 came so she zhao fr it .
I waited fr another bus , then bused to grandma`s house .
Got visitor then keep ask me questions .
Lols , i kinda dao her >.<

2009-06-08T19:13:00.000-07:00

It`s sad when people yoo know become people yoo knew .

When yoo can walk right past someone like they were nevr a big part of your life .
How yoo used to be able to talk fr hours nd how now , yoo can barely even look at them .

Today program :
Meeting Yvette/aiai laterrrrrrrrrr (L)
She`s helping me go back my house take my damn charger which i forgot .
0h many thanks , loveloveloveeeeeeeee (!) :D
Darns , im being real forgettful nowadays ):
Woooooooooooosh , stm D: (RAHHHHHHHHHHH) .
We would be heading down bugis ?
Getting th things which i made a reservation .
& Aiai maybe getting this sort of jumper .
Laughs laughs laughs , i`ll update tonight again so ......
TUNE IN FR MORE ..........

2009-06-08T04:53:00.000-07:00

If , only if .

Yesterday went home .
Th worst thing was i forgot bring my solution back , so i slept with it .
Guess what ?
Ended up with a sore eye :zzz
0kay , so today went out with yvette/aiai .
Hoohooooo , she did keep her word to go out with me (:
Sorry that i took very long ah !
I was doing my nails nd all nd was talking to aiai on th fone as i was doing .
Entertaining , talked bout personal stuffs nd cracked jokes [:
Met her around 12 plus under my block .
293 to inter then mrt-ed to bugis .
I also forgot to bring with me my ez-link so paid by cash luh .
Bought green teaaaaaaaaaa :3
Walk walk walk nd walk :\)
Pei-ed aiai buy her shirts , she buy 2 so it was $20 in total .
I wanted to buy th "buy 2 get 1 free th" , bud also forget bring money D:
So made reservations .
Shop shop shop around , then sit at staircase nd talk .
Went to mac buy drink (aiai) .
Then walked around bugis junction nd outside there .
Then back to street to see things again then headed to th new shopping mall .
I love th escalater laaaas , so long (:(:(:
Returned back tamp after that .
Pei-ed aiai till POSB , she alighted nd i sat all th way to my grandma`s house .
She called me after she reached home nd eat :D
Chatted till i reached my grandma`s house .
Hung up , i went to bath while she went to eat .

2009-06-06T05:36:00.000-07:00

Love is metaphysical gravity .

Me waiting fr th show "Boys over flowers: , so decided to use com to kill time .
Th whole afternoon watch teeveeeeeee nd msging .
Sian right ? ):
Bud bud , next week yvette/aiai say maybe can almost everyday go out with me . *Happy* ./
Just came back from cousin`s house .
Went over fr dinner then boo my cousins .
Lols , then watch teeveeee again , msg nd read magazines .
Currently multiple-tasking ; using com , watching teeveeeeeee nd smsing (:
Me love Bryan (L)

2009-06-05T21:18:00.000-07:00

A , sudden strong felt passion .

Boo , peeeeeeepooooooooo (!) :D
Im currently staying over at my grandma`s house fr 3 days till sunday .
Can continue staying bud not sure if whan to ./
Here like so tempting neh , got comp then can go someone(girl)`s house play drum (:
Suddenly i felt , i`ve a very strong passion fr drums (!)
Not real drums , bud those arcade drums .
It`s damn effing nice laaaas , i spent hours on it bud still not sian (suprisingly) .
Talking bout yesterday , i bused down find th someone then went up to her house .
Comped , chit-chatted .
To th someone: Hey girl , yoo`re really damn fun to talk nd whatever blahxzxzxzxzxz laaaas (':
I also love yoo , like th way yoo love me narh :D
See youuuuuuu soon , your drums are my addiction :3
Around 5 plus , she came with me to my grandma`s house .
Chit-chatted , she asked me th song nice anot then in th end almost send all .
She bloodly f cute laaaas cans ? [:
She left around 6 plus , then forgot take her key .
Went down pass her nd comped .
Bud not long later , my small aunt came home .
I was supposed go out with her maarh , so off it luh .
Bused 9 down to simei , grandma came along .
Went walked around , finally decided on foodcourt .
Ate hokkien mee , then walked around east point .
Aunt bought me a sport shoes , $50 (many thanks) . (:
After a while , bused 9 back .
Bathed , sms-ed nd watch teeveeeeeeee !
Watched ch 62 , th show damn funny nd entertaining .
Off to bed after that , tired bud fun (:(:(:

Today
Woke up at 7 , pei-ed my aunt go run .
Ran 5 bus-stops , effing tired .
Dint stop to rest then face damn pale , my aunt chua tio .
Lols , then went market find my grandma nd another aunt .
Ate breakfast , was half-asleep .
Super tired , bud nehmind .
At least stamina still okay , improved abit .
Finally found my black 3/4 pants , grandma bought it fr meeeeeeee :D
Goodness , can yoo imagine ? *Joy* .
Walked back home , & Girl , i walked past your block leh [: {:
Wanted sleep bud bath then energized le .
Watch teeveeeeee , fone was charging .
Aunt told me to remove my current nailpolish , *reluctant* bud still did .
Now th colour like kns , no offence coz maybe taste not same aye .
She gave me 3 head-bands :)
Bored , thought of com so here im blogging .

2009-06-03T23:58:00.000-07:00

When th ordinary just whun do .

Sigh , holidays are bored to core ):
Thi week only go out once .
So fr th past few days , is either msg , on fone , sleep , or watch teeveeeeee !
Today nt out with justinaaaaaaaaaa (:
Met her at mrt , then went walk walk around .
After that , go lan .
So here im blogging .
Played audi , i suckkkkkkk in it after not playing long ): ): ):
Blogged nd updated fs stuffs .
Sadly , justin gna go off .
So till here , byeeeeeeeeee (:

2009-05-31T03:04:00.000-07:00

Th ties that bind .

Now , only can blog once a week coz ......
Thanks to my MOTHER , who vented her anger on me nd there goes my modem again :zzz
Dulan of course , fought again .
What`s a family ?
Me myself , dhun even know how to define it anymore .
Enough of my rantings nd complains ,
Well , yesterday met queenie/stead like afternoon at cs .
Wanted walk to 940 th void deck slack th , bud in th end went library .
Stead bought a ice-cream first , played with th keyboard there .
She was kina chased out , coz she was talking on th fone quite loudly .
So went mrt there top my ez-link then went meet falice/chilli padi .
Supposed to be at bus-stop bud ended up at 840 .
Walked to 940 nd then to falice`s house .
Chilli padi was cute , as in th look when she`s anxious .
Coz she said her parents dhun like pp who pierce then she scared she kena scolding .
I`d to take out my piercing , she was anxious at th lift alr (Lols) .
Went her room nd played com (:
Stead used th msn , i surf web .
Then horh ...... (moments later) /
Chilli padi nd stead was playing with each other till chilli padi accidentally pushed stead down th bed .
She rolled down then pulled my chair , landed with a "boom" .
We keep laughing , stead go revenge then over there scream like kena rapped .
Talking to yvette/aiai on th fone , so like a reporter saying"There`s a rape scene here nd they`re currently shouting fr help"
Talked to yiling/mei a while , she talking to chilli padi .
8 plus walked home , while stead bused home .
I shall credit aiai , since she credit my jokes .
Thanks aiai , fr th heart-to-heart talks nd th cheering ups (:
Loveyou oh ! [:

Tmr
Out with evangelyn/bubble tea . (:
Thurday , out with justina/girlfr .

People , anything text my 9149 that no .
I wna go out everyday during holidays (:(:(:
Jio me out if yoo`re free . (Many thanks) Idw to cope at home .

2009-05-22T04:35:00.001-07:00

Telling me that i`d hoped enough ,

Well well , today had verification of marks .
We got scolded(?) by Mrs khoh .
Chinese-68.8/100 . (Stupid xue , dhun wna round up:zzz)
English-65.8 /100 .
D&T-52/100 .
Geog-30/100 .
Had th talk with key personel .
Joke around (:
Had recess then th smoking talk .
Followed by enviroment .
Disiao-ed Ms lim lim then later she got pekcek with th group of us .
Ms felica tan asked me go out , i thought she wna scold me bud she talked in to me bout th recent cases that happened to me .
Part of th conversation :
Ms tan: Melissa ah , sec 1 yoo were okay th leh , what happenened to yoo ah ? I heard many things bout yoo .
Me: Harh ? I healthy , nothing happen (:
Ms tan: *Laughed* , no , yoo should know th case what happened right ?
Me: What case ?
Ms tan : Aiyo , dhun play laaaas , th thing .
Me:0hs okay laaaas , id play le .
Ms tan:What happened ?! What had yoo changed so much ?
Me: No ? Im still th same old melissa yoo`d known a year ago .
Ms tan : No , yoo changed alot ./ Sec 1 at least yoo werent this bad . Now , what made yoo turned into a bad way ?
Me : No , im always good , only that yoo dhun know .
Ms tan : Bud seriously , yoo`d changed . Yoo were different i could sense . I hope yoo dhun worsen further ah !
Me : Kay , see first . Finish alr ? BYE! *Ran in* ./
Heard Ms lim shouted "how dare yoo* when i was outside .
I go in go shout : "How dare yoo" .
She jitao dulan le .
She asked me go to th back to stand .
Idw , i go sit .
Then she say she`ll give me beta defiance .
I say oh , anything luh .
Then she over there dhun whan start , say i must stand first .
Ms tan came in , dhun know say what then she continue .
I shoot her luh , then she asked me stay back (Wha lao x3)
She talk talk talk to me , then after she finish then she say need say what .
I say thankyou , she said no not this whan .
I said sorry , BYE !
Yvette/aiai was with my bag outside .
I jitao stunned , i dint expect she`ll go up take th .
So went home , coz needed go bedok hq .
Bathed all that , headed down .
Saw daphne/darhling there , mine havent 5 min finish le coz th io alr talked to my mother that day .
So , went back .
So have th feeling like , i came bedok then go home -.- "
Saw venessa , chat-ed abit .
Then her mother give me that kind of look , then go ask her who me .
I MELISSA laaaas , auntie !
Went home , msg-ed a while then slept .
Slept till 7 then wake up .
Msn-ed with siuwen/black contacts , she`d gone fr dinenr i guess (?) D :
Anyone , tell me have i really changed , compared to th past ? (Tag my tagboard , thanks (: )

2009-05-21T04:57:00.000-07:00

R , RR , RRRResults .

Results were mostly up .
Lit-37/75(Flunked by half mark:zzz)
Chinese-68/100 .
Science-40/100 .
Maths-24/100 .
Art-55/100 .
English
Letter writing-`17/30 .
Compo-20/40 .
Paper , cant remember (Will check it out soon) :D
My feelings are now like numb , so dint really feel anything when i got back my results .
At least i did improve , (:
I know i could have done better , If i put in just that lil bit more effort ):\

2009-05-21T02:47:00.000-07:00

说好的放手, 我怎麼了?

Im offically saying here , ID NEED ANYONE`S COMMENTS , OPINIONS OR WHATEVER LAAAS OKAY ?!
Laugh at me fr all i care alr , im not in any mood to entertain yoo .
So what if this/that happens to me , do yoo need to rub into it nd say further ?
Cant yoo just shut up ?
Well , im pissed off enough so i whun reply to pp taging nonsense bout me .
Yoo think i even care !?
Just fcuk offfffffffffffff , dhun act like yoo know me well enough -.-
P/s: Im down with moodswings nd lil patience nowdays , so dhun piss me off . (Please understand) .
I dint even blog fr quite long , things happened so ?
Talking bout this , i would like to thank those who`d been there fr me .
Like Evangelyn/bubble fr those heart to heart talks that really cheered me up :B
Like those close ones who somehow got talk to me ?
Yoo guys talk in sense into me , making me realise that i got to brace up nd not tearing apart at this point of time .
I ought to be strong now i know , i cant bud im still trying (:
Somehow , id really believe in love anymore .
Bubble tea was right , too serious might end yoo up hurting instead one day . ):
Looking back , i may be stupid .
Maybe it was just an infatuation ?
How i wish i could avoid this nd just forgot just like how i whan .
Stressed up , fcuked up , i`ll nevr be th same old me fr sure . (: ? ): ?
Afterall , nowhan really understand though .
All those close ones , fading each day i could feel .
We just aint that close anymore , idk how , idk how to revive it anymore .
It was those not so close ones who understood me myself , somehow i felt D :
I`ve alr said , it`s up to yoo guys to think thry my words .
Be it good or bad outcome , im not gna care anymore .
Call me selfish or what , everything`ll be my fault anyway .
& To the huijie : PLEASE horh , i nevr even pester them .
When th f did i pester them after that ?
Aint they now having their "happily ever after" ? -.-
Yaya , i should th whan letting go .
Now i let go liao , happy bo ?! =.=

2009-05-10T04:54:00.001-07:00

Detained ,

Yoh hunks nd babes (:
Im backkkkkkkk .
& Yeah , not forgetting to thank that yvette that papa fr blogging fr me .
Yoo`ll understand by that word in red above .
A verdict soon , i think .
Dhun wish to elaborate further , it`s a shit arse thing .
Those who really wish to know , ask me personally instead bah (:
Fr th incident that happened , a word ; FCUK .
Screw everything , i understand luck isnt always with yoo .
Boy , im not sure if our relationship has strain-ed ):
I hope not , love yoo :D
Yoo were exceptionally cold today .
I wouldnt be expecting much from yoo now on , fr a thing like hurt will soon catch up .

Tomorrow
Im gna meetup with Justina/boyfr .
Yeap , at 11 (:
Hope i`ll wake up in time *Prays* .

People(s) , Im in a current down mood , dhun provoke me/piss me off eh.
Partly coz i`ve just fought with my beyond description parents this morning .
What a shag thing right in th morning right ? -'-
All stressed up , longing fr yoo to cheer my F mood up , bud nothing came out from yoo D :
I`ll be waiting still , till night falls [:

2009-05-08T02:40:00.001-07:00

Heyo people :D
Yvette here .
Blogging for Melissa that mama .
Cause she's currently ,
at some places .
So anyw , don't contact her ,
cause her phone's with me right now .
Anything tell her when she's back .

2009-05-05T06:34:00.000-07:00

2009-05-05T04:50:00.000-07:00

Nowhan is perfect .

Eh , hate me fr fcuk ?
Wtf I do ?
Bullshit , laugh , comment ?!
So what if i`ve th transparent bag ?
So what if i named myself dolly ?
Excuse me , bo sa la eh .
I nevr even fcuking mention a single thing bout your nickname , i got huan tio yoo till yoo must come say mine ?
Hate me , yoo think i even give a fcuking damn shit bout it ? (Just fcuk off)
Read this ; I`ll too hate yoo either .
Ah girl , stop telling my friends yoo dint do this say this bout me .
Im not a 3 year old kid , i believe my own ears nd eyes then your story .
STOP acting nice in front of me , its disgusting .
I can act nice with yoo too , bud yoo`ll nevr know th other side of me .
Hypocrite ; a word fr yoo (:
Dhun like me , just show nd say .
Id need such a friend , pui .
Kns , stop all your idiotic/stupid/irritating acts laaaas .
Fyi , It aint cute , it aint funny .

Tomorrow :
Going out with my almost extinct beloveddddddd arse boyfr , Justina (:
Meeting her at 12 tmr , god damnszxzxzxxxxz i missed her alotttttttttt D :
See youuuuuuuuuuu tmr , boyfr [:
*I aint letting anything ruin my mood fr tmr , fcuk off idiots if yoo`re one that piss*

2009-05-03T04:15:00.001-07:00

♥F cy , iloveyous (:

Yesterday my mother forced me pei her go stadium run , at 6.15 she woke me up (RAH) !
I ran 4 rounds , my mother was lagging so waited fr her quite long .
After that , rained .
Reached home , straight away sleep .
Slept till 10 woke up , coz go cut hair .
Goodness , idk if its nice not (:
Grow hair , grow :D
Went fr lunch , keep hurry my mother coz was about to late plus i need meet my jeam/tabor .
So chiong chiong chiong , reached there at 1.10 .
Tabor damn cute siolszx [:
Coz we were supposed to meet at 1 th then i changed it to 1.15 .She reached bugis at 1.05 , told me she go early wait fr me .
So my mother was my "atm" fr th day , she spent over $50 on me .
Amazing righttttttt ? (:
Went orchard after that , got my cardi .
This time , a blue whan {:
My mother went back while i pei-ed tabor go eat kfc .
Headed to marina square , was thirsty till we finished a large coke after a real short while ./
Walk walk , till like 5 plus went back .
Separated , sms-ed with her nd babyeeeeeeeeeee :3
Bathed when i got home .Dinner-ed nd went fr temple thing .
Till 11 plus plus then go home .
Then baby touched me with a phone call , horh ? (:(:(:

2009-05-03T04:06:00.000-07:00

妥協 ,

Stayed at home today , no grandma`s house .
Slept till 2 plus then wake up (:
Lunch-ed nd teeveeeeee-ed .
My cousins came my house .
My lil cousin damn adorable laaaaas .
Yoo know what was it that managed to hong him sleep ?
My pink pig , coz he had a similar one at home .
So my aunt used it to con him that it was his , make him think that that was his house so he could sleep peacefully .
Wanted sleep again , bud ended up talking to baby (:
Talked fr quite long , he gtg outttttttt ):
Boy , i miss yoo laaaaaas [:
Seen that, Touched bo ? [:

2009-04-30T08:01:00.000-07:00

我爱得好累 , 痛得好痛 .

Im not in any of my best moods nowadays , moodswings too .
Many things happen each day , better nd worsen each time nd again .
P/s: So excuse me fr attitudes to those i gave .
I know yoo`ll read someday , somehow .
So here im telling yoo , i really hope to see th change in yoo .
No need to elaborate who th person is , fr i believe he/she will know . (:
Today went thru quite alot of exam things .
Stressed out , i havent been studying even a single bit .
D-I-E (!)
So chinese class needed do compo .
I went over to zhan wui/cousin nd jazryl/mei there to chat [:
Th xue dint let me change seat , so i had to scram back to my damn seat .
Th topic was on th person i respected most .
I wrote my grandfather , till now im still missing him even without his presence .
I know , he would be well up there :D
Then qian ting was teasing me something over th sports heat .
Then i shouted at her , go die .
Then th xue was like saying , we were disrespectful to her ./ (Wtf)
So brought us go see dm , then not ard .
So had to meet her after skool .
Carrying those freaking needa clear things under my table to find her nd hand up my compo .
Then it was getting late , gna late fr sports heat so dint go meet her .
Went off home , yvette/aiai , deborah/airen nd vanessa/marble waited downstairs my block .
Sorry fr th long wait , coz my maid was taking her own sweet time to open th door :zzz
So only aiai waited fr me , th rest went off first .
Waited fr aiai`s maid to take her books home fr her then headed to th stadium .
I dint know i was late fr reporting , still taking my own sweet time talking .
Then went report fr th s something th , me dhun know hnow spell .
After my even ended , went up to sit .
Aiai nd jeam/tabor was taking part in their own events .
So sat there alone till siuwen/black contacts came to talk to me (:(:(:
Followed by edwyn/guai lan nd evan/bubble tea .
Decided to sneak off earlier , so went off with tabor , aiai nd daphne/darhling to have lunch .
Quarrelled with one of them , foul mood .
Damn it , threw my temper on baby .
0h arse laaas , baby sorry alrights ? D :

2009-04-25T00:11:00.000-07:00

Yoo seem not to care .

Today , supposed go out with my cousin , th friend nd queenie/stead th .
Bud cancelled , worst thing is im grounded .
Me cant go out ):
I also must study study study .
If nevr pass all subjects , june no need go out liao .
Budden me no care , go to hell with your stupid rules father '_'

2009-04-25T00:04:00.000-07:00

Its killing me , its hurting me .

Yesterday daphne/darhling nd jeam/tabor bo come skool , sad rightttttt ? ):
So only yvette/aiai was with me only luh :o
Had chinese listening compre test , alot dhun know how do so just tikam .
After skool went with yvette/aiai nd shaveta .
We pei-ed shaveta go buy birthday present fr her father .
*Somethings are better left to be untold"
Went fairprice , saw my father then run .
Go tm see th zinc bag me nd darhling wanted .
So ex , $42.90 .
Went home early .
& To th her :
Please laaaas , yoo can at least tell me yoo aint alighting at th same stop with me right ?!
I asked yoo , say dhun know then in th end nevr tell .
Me machiam ah hai , wthell -.-
Bo mood , so till here .

2009-04-19T00:15:00.000-07:00

& Fcuktards ,
Dhun assume idk anything nd everything yoo guys are talking bout .
Yoo know who yourself are laaaas .
Commented on how many bags i bring to skool harh ?
I`ve my own reasons whan leh , somemore say still whan say so loud -.-
Get it clear before opening your mouth nd say pp laaaas , kp .
Say my nickname , your whan very nice meh ? (Kum pui horh)
Ask people come view my blog , bo ji come yourself sibo ?
Ka ka ka jiao wei , yoo think yoo very cute harh ?!
Seems like your big fat mouth cant keep your own thoughts to yourself , like to shoot everything around horh ?
Yoo think yoo very big harh ? "0hs , I very scared leh" .
Yoo also another very th buyao lian laaaas , nevr see one like yoo before .
Your words alone , see also can faint liao .
Yoo this type of people , wha bwg =.=
Gong gong gong ah ni zui , jia pa bo taiji zou ah ?
Eh please laaaas , auto abit ehsai buey ? .
Use your brain laaas , i aint stupid to not know things .
Last thing , HONG GAN laaaaas .

2009-04-19T00:02:00.000-07:00

Guess i dint upload these peektures earlier on :

2009-04-18T22:12:00.000-07:00

STOP FLIRTING WITH EACH OTHER CANS ?!

Yesterday , out with daphne/darhling nd jeam/tabor (:
Darhling`s gb ended at 1 plus .
She went have lunch with qian ting/dua neh till 2 plus then called me to go down my block .
Quarrelled with my F father , coz he last min dhun whan let him out .
I bo bian , must agree to study nd no more going out till exam`s over nd if i fail any of th subj , then i`ll be banned to go out during june holidays .
_!_ , bud i die die also will hiong out whan (: *No worries* .
Trained to bugis , meeting tabor there .
Tabor dint receive my msg .
Till at eunos i called her then she chiong out .
Waited fr tabor to come then we walk round bugis .
0hmygawsttttt , i really must control my spending le .
Yesterday i spent $40 , wanted $50 th bud both of them stopped me (: ):
Thanks to them who pei-ed me (L)
Then went lot lot places to **** .
Had kfc fr dinner .
Then darhling nd me have reach tamp by 8 .
So left at 7.30 nd trained back to tampines .
While tabor trainer to commonwealth .
Reached tamp at 8.08 , darhling had to fetch her cousin at swimming complex at 8 .
So both of us chiong , bused 22 .
I dint know 22 nevr stop at opp to stadium there then darhling had to alight at next stop .
Paiseh ah :x
Reached home at 8 plus , bathed , tv nd msg-ed (:(:(:
A fun , bud tiring day :D

I realised , yoo werent needed fr fun to stay .
F off , hatred nevr cease .

2009-04-11T22:28:00.000-07:00

Yes , im backkkkkkkk (:
Mia coz , rather moody these few days .
Sat , met up with jeam/tabor at dhoby ghaut .
She told me wait at purple line , then she told me just cross opp th red line .
So i was still at th red line , in th end she came over find me .
Went plaza sing , she bring her friend(van) then idk till seh told me in th toilet (Laughs) .
C came after a while .
Went buy movie tickets .
Walked around , then tabor wanted eat .
So went kfc .
Shared with tabor , c bullied me , ask me buy fr him :zzz
Then tabor called her stead come .
Waited damn long fr him , he go play hide-nd-seek with us .
C went smoke , that whan nehmind i ren .
So th ticket supposed fr van , we gave it to zhi pei .
Van nd his friend go buy their own tickets .
Suey , th friend lost th ticket , they nevr watch in th end .
Si tabor keep laughing , then people shy yoo know !?
Thenme nd tabor zhao toilet after movie .
Then c sent me msg :"Why yoo all inside so long ? Yoo all inside lay egg ?" , we laughhhhh-ed .
Came out , they werent there .
Checked my msg then c was smoking at starbucks .
So went find them .
C wanted go home .
I took super long to make a decision who to follow , sorry c ):
Me , tabor nd zhi pei went walk luh , had heart to heart talk with her .
Thanks lottttszx , i feel better now (L)
Trained to jeam`s house , zhi pei went back after sending her home .
Sorry c again , fr not going over your house .
We two ate maggie fr dinner , actually supper rather . (:
Jeam`s brothers bullied her , asked her cook then she cant eat .
Before sleep , had heart to heart talk with tabor again [:
Love yoo , tabor :D
Talked to c a while before going to bed (:

2009-03-24T21:47:00.000-07:00

Lazy to really edit pics nowadays .
I managed to edit only 2 out of so many other more .
There yoo go :

2009-03-24T21:43:00.000-07:00

Yoh Yoh Yoh (:
Have been busy recently , so dint post .
Currently mandy`s at my house :D
Played audi nd did many things .
I ate maggie while mandy ate mac fr breakfast .
Then we use com .
& Finally , my new blogskin is done after quite a number of errors ):
Later going out with MANDY chiang chiang chiang bah [:

2009-03-20T05:05:00.000-07:00

Pictures :

Im back to audi :D

Had new gans there (:

-x33-monki-/whatever ,

---ZAINALI /erzi ,

zhuzhu_gal /siaoeh ,

-x3BERRY-/mei ,

~3vil~ /antidote ,

Justina girlfr ,

<3>those newly gans , bud not forgetting others too [:

Girlfr said my skills improved , hoho ;D

Today supposed go out with girlfr bud dint go coz she dint wna go that far .

Bud monday then we go gai gai (:(:(:

& SORRY girlfr , fr throwing my temper nd give yoo all sorts of attitude today ):

Whole day stay at home nd rot , audi-ed all th way . (:

Alex : 3 (L)

2009-03-17T20:16:00.001-07:00

Going out sooooonnnnnnnnn (:
Pictures`ll be up asapppppppp :]

2009-03-17T20:16:00.000-07:00

Going out sooooonnnnnnnnn (:

Pictures`ll be up asapppppppp :]

2009-03-17T20:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday/tuesday , went out with yvette/aiai , daphne/darhling nd jeam/tabor , her stead nd his friends (roy nd shawn) .
Aiai nd darhling met me under my block .
Darhling told me we were watching th race to th witch mountain , i heard it as a race to th which mountain .
Then they laugh , rah (!)
Met mandy at bus-stop .
She thought we going tm , wanetd tag along th .
Bud we meeting tabor nd co , so need chiong there .
She went fr her volleyball .
We trained down bugis , met tabor nd co .
Went check th movie time .
Went foodcourt , aiai nd darhling bought drinks .
& Initially , aiai told me th tarbors got say bout me .
Bud misunderstanding , so sua .
We went down walk walk .
Th tarbors go fetch shawn then meet us at th ticket there .
Went up , tarbor ssay we go in first then we say they go in first .
In th end , we went in first .
Suay suay , aiai sat with roy :o
Aiai complaining then i ask her sit right in .
Then she dhun whan too in nor sit with roy , bud end up sat with him still ?
Aiai , shiok anot ?
*Jokejoke* :D
We throwing popcorns .
Then i supposed throw at th boys , ended up pouring it on aiai nd darhling .
A big SORRY aye ):
All chiong to toilet , lucky i went first .
Coz after i came out nd wash hands , then blackout .
Aiai nd darhling havent wash hands nd tabor just go in , havent pee .
Damn funny , then went a level down .
All zhao toilet .
Long queue , tabor dint get to pee .
Headed to street , gai gai (:
Then we dhun know where go , all stand at th end of th street there .
Roy went home first .
Finally ended up with a decision of me , aiai nd darhling go eat mac while th rest go home .
Bid goodbye , all hungry so chiong eat .
Trained back tampines .
*In mrt funny , dhun whan say coz abit embarrassing*
Went watsons , "buy" nail polish (:
Go 77th street , wanted buy th thing fr th piercing th .
Bud went th bluez buy , coz more hua .
291 , go buy my cute shoes [:
Then home sweet home .

2009-03-17T19:56:00.000-07:00

Monday , me nd mandy went down bugis .
Jocelyn/les partner called us , whan come find us .
We played at arcade , go junction nd blahs .
Met les partner at mac , ate lunch .
Then we go walk walk .
Went 77th street , wanted do re-piercing .
Bud damn f ex .
So went street , had my nose piercing done :DDDDDDDDD
Each of them blanja-ed me $1 (:
Then i made a wrong choice , i wasted my money on a geek specs .
Anywhan interested ? (Im selling it away) .

2009-03-17T19:43:00.000-07:00

Yoh peopleeeeeeee (!)
Im back :D
Last friday-sunday , i went chalet (:
Had a new gan , Jeam Tabor [:
Tabor nd her stead , annebel nd her bro , mandy came fr my chalet .
Tabor most loyal th , stayed 3 days overnight pei me :DDD
We had alot fun , tabor should know what i meant (sleeping)
Saturday morning , 6 plus tabor woke me up .
Couldnt get to sleep , i went with her to yishun fetch her stead .
Then bathed there , audition-ed nd slacked a while .
Met annebel nd her brother at inter mac .
Bused 3 to downtown , alighted one stop later coz jeam lost her wallet .
Went report , th fcuking smrt pp gave one lj attitude .
I showed them back :zzz
Tabor moodless , then until on th bus i finally made her laugh ;D
Went find my mother , cousin nd co at ehub arcade .
My father paid nd we played th games .
Met mandy .00000000
Went fr lunch , blanja-ed tabor (:(:(:
Went back chalet , played catching .
Then annebel her bro nd tabor`s stead went home while mandy go fr cornerstone .
Went fr dinner then went e-hub .
Me , tabor , my cousin nd th friend bully my brother , keep catch him .
Then we throw his shoes around . he cried then we zhao . *Laughs*
Then me nd tabor go knock th door at chalet then we zhao when my bro open .
Then we disiao him thru th slide door , till my father bang th thing nd lock us out .
We went mc cafe find my cousin nd co .
They bought mac then went back .
Checked out early , parents scared lose maarh -.-

2009-03-12T05:17:00.000-07:00

Th rest of th pics : (It took me a freaking hell long time to edit :zzz)

2009-03-12T05:02:00.000-07:00

Helloooooooooooooos (!) :D
Morning my father woke me up super early at 7 plus fr th meet th parent thing .
He scare lose , then go early .
Yoo know what ?
We were th first :zzz
I was half-asleep .
I lazy to repeat my result so i shall blog here instead .
Chinese-72.4 (Darn , i could have gotten A1 , thanks to th xue who keep deducting my marks -.-)
English-67.5 .
Maths-18.3 .
Science-42.5 .
Geog-2.5 .
Lit-20 .
Today jeam couldnt make it , so i met mandy nd we 293 to inter first .
Mandy tied up her hair , she look different ehs .
Check it out [:
Then trained to orchard (:
Went ..... , then eat lunch .
Trained back to tamp , checked nd realised i was left exactly 55 cents fr bus .
I just top up like a few days ago , then so fast finish D :
Went back skool coz mandy need collect her result .
Went back 2B , thought of finding yvette/aiai then .... Sua (idw say something unpleasant)
Saw nigel/kazhua , talked a while .
Mandy showed mrs khoh her result then we talk talk a while then go .
Head down to tampines swimming complex fr mandy`s mass swimming .
Something happened , mandy hurt her lip nd it bleed .
There one of th lifeguard sent mandy home .
I escorted her back then go skool meet rachel .
We chit chat a while then i wait with her fr her bus then i go home .
Im back at 6 plus ;DDDDDDDDDD
Heard that yoo ran out of home , where yoo go ehs ?
Contact me soon bah ):

2009-03-11T06:56:00.000-07:00

Today two people told me something .
F off laaaaaas , th someoneeeeeeeee _!_
Whan say bad bout me , say right at my face laaaas .
So hum ah ?
Behind my back ka my jiao wei , pua bye eh .
Hong gan laaaas bodoh , both _ _ _ th .
Sms with baby (: ♥
& People , stop asking who my siao eh .
I patched with my ex le , happy ? -.-
These few days not in th best of mood , get pissed off easily .
Freakkkkkkkkkkkkkk (!)
I supeeeeeeeeeeeer LOVE my shoes cans ? ; D
Cant stop looking nd saying bout it , those closer ones should know best (:
Kay , so after skool waited fr jeanette`s popular card nd went off to kfc .
Me , mandy nd yvette/aiai ate two piece chicken except fr jeam , who ate th $2.90 nd with th popcorn whan .
Jeanette/mei nd terese came afterwards , gave her popular card back .
Then we keep laughing , got alot laaaaaas .
0ne of them is they laugh at th way i eat nd mandy very cute th .
291 to inter , went tm nd century square .
Met annebel coz she was going to buy mandy`s birthday present .
She got mandy a bag , with th word "yellow" on it .
Jeam went home after that , we took 291 nd aiai went home while we went 840 .
Saw queenie/stead (:
At 7 plus , we 4 with darren walked back .
Annebel went seperate ways with us half-way .
Me nd mandy went under my block talk , then darren nd queenie went th other way .
& Yayeeeeeeeeeee , tmr no skoooooooooool .
Bud parent meeting session , hope it goes on fine [:
Tmr maybe meeting jeam fr orchard , hoohooooooooooo(s) :D

2009-03-09T07:49:00.000-07:00

A short post fr today , coz i whan go lie on my beddddddddd (:(:(:
After skool , went kfc eat lunch .
There was me , mandy , yvette/aiai , daphne/darhling , felicia nd jeam .
Bud jeam went off shortly without eating .
Later on , rachel nd joey/mei came find me .
Coz we going buy shoes .
Yayeeeeeeeee , i got my new pair of shoes (!) :DDD
We three have th same whan , i find it cute (bhb i know) .
& MANY thanks to aiai , who helped me upload th pictures .
Tadaaaaaaaaaaa : ( I only edit a few , more will be up soon i hope )

2009-03-07T09:03:00.000-08:00

Well , today went out with mandy (:
She came up to my house , as i was not ready yet .
Initially i was , bud due to some influence , i changed my mind .
I couldnt decide what to wear -.-
Sorry (L) .
We then bused to inter nd she bought her brownie cake .
Taste like ....
Went guardian , she bought her ribena .
Then we mrted to orchard .
Went walk walk , i was desperately searching fr my transparent bag .
Anywhan know where to get it ? (:
We went to taka after that , ate dinner there .
Then went back fareast .
Went to meet my gan .
Then trained to bugis .
Bought drinks nd we went back tampines nd a 293 home .
Sat at bus-stop to talk fr a while then homed [:

2009-03-05T00:37:00.000-08:00

Kaykay , i shall update after a rather long mia-ing .
Recap .....
Today yvette/aiai chicken pox then go home .
Sad D :
Somemore tmr not coming skool , rah laaaaas (!)
Chinese class was fun , nd i get super high from laughing fr th first time .
We were playing this game similiar to th snake whan , then grace/siaozharbor nd i joked around .
Initially , i laughed at her coz she dropped down , in th end i landed th same place as her .
Then i didnt know miss xue was behind me one time , i went super high nd she laughed nd tap me .
I chua tio , then th rest keep laugh D :
After skool went chapel then with jocelyn/les partner to 840 .
Had maggie mee fr lunch then 3 plus i went home .
Saw rachel nd chomel at playground (:
Les partner sent me home nd meanwhile , met ping hwee .
Thanks (L)
Now , th guai kia`s here posting [:
Th guai kia has things to do , so bye :D

2009-02-21T22:03:00.001-08:00

Now , pics time (: [: {:

2009-02-21T21:55:00.000-08:00

A long time since i posted ):
Everyday busy with other things .
Cut it short .
Basically , yesterday i sneaked out then meet mandy under my block .
Played volleyball then headed to tm nd century square .
Jocelyn/les partner called to ask if i wanted go 840 , so agreed .
We walked there .
Volleyball again .
Then saw jesvina/mei nd emily th strange .
I shouted fr them , they were like there to meet les partner fr dinner .
They asked if i wanted tag along , considered fr a long time before saying yes .
So we went mac fr dinner .
Then while walking back , saw yiling/mei , deborah/airen , jeanette/mei nd terese .
Airen asked me go mac with them .
I said no bud yes in th end coz airen asked me badly .
After dinner , they wanted go central park .
Bud airen promised send me home so she wanted go off first .
Bud th rest dint whan .
In th end , all sent me home including jesvina nd emily th strange .
Honoured ohs ? (:0
Terese nd airen walked me a lil bit more , to reaching my house there .
Anws , BIG thanks to all who sent me home [:
Had new gan ; Grace siaozharbor ! (:

2009-02-10T02:35:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went KFC eat with mandy , kumiko , daphne/darhling nd yvette/aiai .
Kumiko left after eating , we 4 went walk walk luh [:
Then i had th urge of calling someone darhling , so i called daphne that .
Then i asked her change mei nd jie to darhlings , she agreed so on luh .
Walked till sian le , 291 to bbc .
Sat at th bench there , talked nd laughed around (:
6.45 , darhling nd aiai left .
Left me nd mandy .
I lent her money buy her 2 susu .
She bought 2 just to imitate what jeremy did on saturday night .
Went to sit at SA that side .
Not long after , evangelyn/bubble tea came with desmond .
Played netball with bubble tea nd abit of volleyball with mandy nd co .
Played 3 pointer shoots with bubble tea before going off att 7 plus .
Saw jeanette/mei , jesvina/mei nd yushan/boyfr .
Pangseh mandy nd went with them , sorry ):
Me nd boyfr went 7 eleven , i wanted buy prepaid fr th who bud oos .
Boyfr left after that .
My two meis followed me to buy prepaid (: (: (:
They sent me to my lift then go .
Lovesloves :B
Reached home at 8 plus , tio kp .

2009-02-06T06:14:00.000-08:00

Today dint go skool .
Went cantonment .
Met queenie/stead there , my father drove us back .
Then we went skool at 12 plus .
Mr chiang said my pink fbt cant , ask me go back change .
So called my maid down then i went change .
Met yvette/aiai at canteen .
Aiai couldnt go there support me coz she need go home ):
Talk talk fr quite long then sat shuttle bus to loyang sec .
Went fr table-tennis competition .
Funfunnnnnnn ! [:
Joked around , disiao LIM CHIN HUAT :DDD
Then all laugh laugh .
Bud sadly , we dint won .
I won 1/3 fr each round .
5 plus shuttle bus took us back to skool .
Went 840 with stead .
Mandy came afterwards coz she looking fr her wallet .
Then did some of th volleyball drills with mandy (:(:(:
Sweated like dhun know what -.-
Talked with mandy under my block .
Saw derek .
8 plus home sweet home (:
: Tmr most probably going out with darren/gay partner nd mandy .
Aiai , not confirm yet can go not .

2009-02-01T05:37:00.000-08:00

Morning cousin went fr er music lessons .
Their dog super cute cans ? ;D
Barked loudly just to wake me up .
Then when i wake up , followed me everywhere .
My other cousin went fr basketball with his father while my mother nd aunt went market .
Th dog , was like a source of company to me (:
Bathed nd we went down amk hub to meet my cousin [:
Saw my cousin who went basketball with his dad on th way .
He gave me his bubble tea , then my aunt said i earned tio .
Went fr lunch nd shopped around .
Mother bought clothes nd shoes fr me , woohoooooooo ! (:
Left there at 3 plus , sat an hour off bus 22 home .
Very tired , went sleep .
Goodnights , everyone :B

To that someone : Thanks fr your worst birthday gift ever , yoo ruined everything . Happy now ? *Disappointed* , yoo lied .

2009-02-01T05:26:00.000-08:00

Saturday went visit house , collected ang baos :D:D:D
Gotten extras coz birthday .
A 14teen year old now , happy birthday to myself (:(:(:
Thanks to those who wished me [:
Uncle drove me to my cousin`s house .
Had steamboat , have fun with cousins . :D
Zheng hao came too .
Then celebrated my birthday .
Cousins nd co disiao-ed , go ..... *shy* .
Stayed overnight , went down play fire crackers .
Got th sound , chua tio .
Played poker , talked around nd etc .
Turned in like 12 plus to one with cousin .

2009-02-01T05:15:00.000-08:00

Lazy plus busy , so neglected my blog .
Last friday , went fr shaveta`s birthday celebration .
We watched movie , she blanja me as a birthday gift .
Aku love love love yoo :B (:
Went to meet teachers at staff room fr my ez-link nd give letter .
Then kumiko found me , went meet shaveta shortly .
Had mac fr lunch .
Watched bride wars , played a fool at th cinema .
Enjoyed :D
Sent shaveta home after that .
Me , kumiko nd yvette/aiai went roaming around tm nd century square .
Met alexender nd co then sent kumiko off .
Me nd aiai went walk walk again .
Till mandy called then met her at skool mac .
We accompany her collect her contact bud false alarm , havent arrived .
Shortly , aiai nd jun zhi went off .
Me nd mandy went see see things a while then at my block downstairs talk .
8 plus reached home [:

2009-01-23T07:29:00.000-08:00

0ffically MIA !
So whun be online often , nd obviously blogging too .
Partly , lazy nd nothing much either to say .
Well , went skool .
Almost late bud never .
Had cny celebrations , then headed back to class .
Went com lab 2 do th survey , lucky got shaveta pei me (:
Paid $1.50 , nd we got to enjoy th food .
Then i take one chair sit there .
Then some called me patient , while yvette/aiai was my nurse coz she was waiting on me my needs .
After skool , shaveta , aiai , evangelyn/bubble tea nd me walked to century square first .
Went kope thing , quite alot [:
Went shop & save bud dhun have th hair dye i wanted .
So went guardian nd watson .
In th end , kope from ntuc .
Bubble tea went back first then waited fr queenie/stead nd hong chan to come .
Watched movie ; love matters (nc16) (: (: (:
Nice , funny .
Thanks stead fr th blanja ah ! :B
293 to 844 there eat .
Then went bubble tea`s house to dye hair .
Mandy nd th grandma helped me with it .
Th grandma do bo colour , rah D :
So not very obvious .
Homed at 7 plus going 8 .
Tmr i planned to go out with aiai , daphne/mei nd stead .
Bud my fcuking father kp me say tmr i must go my grandfather`s death anniversary .
Piang eh , so dhun know if can make it back in time .

2009-01-06T03:09:00.000-08:00

Kuku , skool re-open alr D :
0kay okay only laaaaaaas .
Same class as yvette/aiai , hoohooooooooooooooooo ! [:
Song bodoh , everyday talk .
Now still got air-con , shiok (:
First day , limbu ai go toilet then th teacher say wait till i behave myself .
Mama !
Today is ji hao siao th luh .
Keep joke around , aiai good companion .
Played a fool mansxzx ! :D
_ _ _ _ _ (: (: (:
Well , after skool saw norman then go with him mac to buy his drink .
Then we went fr lunch .
Saw cheryl/sweets nd co .
Talked around , th qian ting funny cans ?
Went bbc a while , first thing heard pp call .
Ask me bout th who thing -.-
Gave th ah xiang , th spray thing then go off .
Saw sweets they all outside qian ting house .
Went there , then horh we keep laughing .
Laugh till i cant stop , hit pp .
Pp ji dong maarh ,
We played ban luck then tai di , taidu idk how play so dint play .
All went home at 5 plus .

2009-01-06T02:54:00.001-08:00

Lazyyyyyyyyyyyy to blog eh .
Hm , last saturday i went out with mandy nd darren/gay partner .
Waited fr him at bugis .
Then th person say no waiting , so we kek kek see map then wait there .
Saw ivy , she say i .... become chio -.-
Th friend said my eyes nice :o
Zzzzz , kay no .
Then went to street .
Bought my slippers or whatever yoo call that .
Then buy popcorn .
Then walked around th freaking hot street with gay to look fr his new year dong dong .
He bought shirts nd a str cut jeans .
Then finally out .
Walked to library , free air-con maarh (:
*Ahem* on th way .
In th library , we were like whispering nd laughing .
Then buey tahan need whisper , somemore bored then we go off ./
Went fr dinner .
Then go arcade play .
*Ahem* then to junction .
Walk walk walk , then we over there play hide-nd-seek .
Damn fun cans ? ;D
Then 9 plus mrt back to tampines .
Wthell , sit same train as th who , i also dhun know :zzz
293 home , talked with mandy at bus-stop till 10 plus then go home .
My cousin , aunt nd his friend came my house afterwards .
Stay overnight , at first say whan ton then in th end they sleep .
Aiyo , then i at 3 then go sleep .
Morning play com nd stuffs .
My mother whan go do her hair then ask me follow .
Followed , 293 nd get down 1 stop before inter .
Goodbye nd went there .
My mother did highlight , i did steam .
Th purpose , i think is to make th hair ultra soft bah . :o
Met mandy fr lunch .
Then go with her stadium .
She wanted train her 2.4 , in th end ran 800m only .
Bud timing not bad :x

2008-12-28T02:22:00.000-08:00

Heh , today`s quite a good day fr me [:
Well , went temple with my parents coz going skool reopen le .
My mother was like , "why yoo always wear black nf , no other colours ? "
I replied "yoo all also never give me money , one about $20 lidhat , think i so rich ah ?"
Then she bwg , then she said bring me to bugis buy .
My first reaction was , "wohoooooooooo" . (:
Bud sad that "someone" (yoo should who`re yoo) , had actually changed .
Althought yoo claim yoo dhun , bud i feel yoo did .
What else can i still feel ?
Disappointed ? Sad ? Angry ?
Haix , ):
Plus plus , th who need work from morning till night , ]:
Lan eh , mother nd father keep nagging at me to put down fone .
Claiming that there`s infared , rah D :
Its like , i use house fone , they say later bill high .
Then handphone , jiu simi infared .
If yoo , yoo also pek chek whan what .
Then followed by what , need remove nailpolish , nd added "they INSIST"
Wha lao , i told them coz th thing put long then take out , th nail colour not nice .
Then go out very xiasuey .
They hack care , still sort of threaten me .
& I need fcuking remove ALL my extensions , i repeat , ALL (!)
Then cut hair , also cant choose th date/day to leh .
Piang eh , they decided wednesday i must alr ):
My extensions ohs , i`ll miss yoo all th T.T
Maybe new year/holidays , then i do yoo all back bah .
DULAN , DULAN , DULAN !
Kay , so my father drove us to bugis .
He went park his car , while me , my brother nd mother go buy things .
We asked him wait fr us at burger king outside , in th end he still went in find us .
Maybe coz we were long inside , bo bian alot pp yoo know ?
Firstly , went buy my nf .
0nly got blue , red oos .
So nehmind , went buy short tube fr mandy .
Then wanted buy th tanktops which mandy whan buy fr me coz christmas/birthday .
My mother was like , it looks small , aiya dhun buy laaaaas .
Then th person who promoting it keep looking at me , waiting fr an answer .
So i go along with my mother , dhun buy luh .
Next , went hunt fr my nf , at 1st nd second floor .
Bo th whan i whan th leh .
So went opposite street , then there have .
I also got a short white tube fr myself too :D
I was damn happyyyyyyyyy , i tell yoo (: (: (: (: (: (:
Bud at same time , very tired coz walk rather long le .
Last stop , my mother wamted buy new bag fr me .
I choose this ink bag (brown) .
Bud only got display left , my mother dhun whan it .
She whan new whan , it`ll arrive tmr .
So my mother made payment , nd got this receipt to come back claim .
I anything , coz tmr my cousin asked me out .
Then most probably , i`ll come with her to collect my bag .
Bud th shag thing is , th thing very big .
Then i must go shopping around with it meh ? ):
Maybe last stop then come claim or something bah . ><
That`s my day , hoho . '_'

2008-12-27T04:22:00.000-08:00

' Holding back my tears , giving us a last try ' .

Today out with mandy nd justina .
Mandy came my house , sorry fr th late wait aye :D
Then 22 , mrt-ed to bugis .
Justina hoped on when at simei .
Went there , kope kope kope (:
still lack of stuffs i whan leh . ):
It seems never-ending though , laughs .
Went watsons , kope then we machiam have party with those food nd drinks .
Bud th venue , was sitting like some beggar at stairs -.-
Justina needed go home , bud her mother dhun allow her wear those "revealing" clothes .
So we walked around , seeing which to kope fr her .
At last , at samuel something , kope this shirt fr her .
Went toilet , mandy go pee , while justina changed nd called her mum .
Then mandy found it nice , wanted go back kope .
So we walked , couldnt remember where was it .
So waiting like fools around , in th end still found [:
Mandy kope , nd i saw something to my liking so kope too .
Me nd justina mrt-ed home , while mandy walked to her church .