If you're not th one .
Th unhearted
☺Age of 15teen .
St hilda`s secondary .
Easily moodswings , nd jealous.
That attitude in me , yoo cant handle .
Hate me , FCUK OFF.
My family doesnt even understand me , so yoo think yoo do ?
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Tuesday, July 27, 2010, 6:09 AM
To Mandy :I saw what yoo`ve written on your blog .
Ask yourself ,
That day what was going on ?
If yoo all dint hide things from me ,
would i got so mad that day ?
I trusted whatever yoo all told me .
Thou i was alr doubting in th first place ,
i gave yoo all th benefit of doubt .
End up ?
I found out myself that i was just being a fool .
I believed a lie .
Everytime i dint have fone ,
Yoo all text each other .
I saw yoo all were texting one of th days ,
bud when i asked yoo all deny .
When i clearly know th truth .
I saw it w my own eyes .
To believe myself or what yoo all have been saying ?
I know bout it , i dint say anyt .
I just wna observe whats gna happen .
Yoo all showed me that i wasnt right at all .
Yoo all betrayed my trust fr yoo .
Instead of yoo all apologing ,
yoo all said yoo all cant stand me .
Isit th first day yoo all know me ?
I dint change , is just that i grew up .
Everyone is different .
I`ve my own personality .
Its not like yoo all dont know .
Yoo all dint tell me when i was wrong .
Yoo all told me only all on that day .
Thou i dint have fb , bud i aint a fool .
Yoo all write things bout me .
She changed her pw .
Guity or what ?
Then sunday ?
Yoo said if go tamp , yoo wont go .
Fine , i told her dont go .
I know its bored .
She insisted on tamp .
Yoo all say need go at 3 .
We cant come t a decision ,
I pissed nd said sua , dont go out .
Yoo also pissed nd kup th fone .
Then i called yoo all again ask where yoo all .
One say going church , one say go buy food ?
I believe -.-
End up ?
Lied again .
Yoo all say must build trust .
Is this what yoo call trust ?
Yoo`re contraditing yourself .
Yoo say i por cheryl , treat her v good ?
Yoo only know part of it ,
there`s much more yoo dk .
Did yoo see when we argue ?
Did yoo see when i attitude her ?
Its no , yoo only see when im nice t her .
When she make me piss ,
i also shout at her all that .
I treat yoo all as fair .
Bud one thing bout her :
She dont keep things from me .
Not say i whan angry or what ,
I angry fr a reason not just anyhow .
Did yoo see me shouting at yoo fr no reason ?
Thou my temper is bad ,
bud i do things w reasons .
Th Jubeat thing that time yoo also hear .
She can play th same thing over nd over ,
Why cant i just have my lunch ?
I eat what , also have t object ?
Then that time yoo all make me stand there .
I was so pissed that i ignore yoo all .
Id have t emphasise , yoo all know it clear .
Then now yoo all gang up ,
pinpoint at my faults ?
Yoo say i backstab yoo ?
Dont tell me yoo dint ?
Srsly , im not a fool .
I tell yoo bout her , yoo told me what she said bout me .
I say bout yoo , she told me what yoo said bout me .
Look , everyone`s backstabbing also .
Dont make me seem like im th only one .
If i wanted t por people , why not ?
Its easy t say things that sounds nice .
Im straightforward .
Id like t pretend in front of people .
I say what i think .
Eventually , its up t yoo all if yoo wna hear .
We all go out , yoo all take pictures .
Ya , i`ve pictures w her .
All old ones. (:
People ask me , i dint go w yoo all ah ?
Its not i dint go , is i wasnt included in th pix at all ._.
People ask me , how come yoo all suddenly so close ?
Its not yoo all close , is im not close t yoo all .
She says i xiasuey her coz i laugh v loud .
Who was th whan who laughed also ?
Who was th whan who only talk bad ,
bud nevr tell me she doesnt like it ?
How would i know ?
Im not anyone who can read people`s mind .
Im confused now srsly .
Idw just a sorry ,
w/o showing me yoo really mean it .
If id treat yoo guys as friend etc .
I wouldnt even bother t go out w yoo all .
Fyi , I can just switch off my fone t ignore .
When i say im tired , i mean it .
Bud 9/10 times , i still went out .
Yes , i`ve a fb now .
Do she have t tell yoo that ?
Ask her is there any problem w it ? -.-
I`ll text yoo all in a while .