If you're not th one .
Th unhearted
☺Age of 15teen .
St hilda`s secondary .
Easily moodswings , nd jealous.
That attitude in me , yoo cant handle .
Hate me , FCUK OFF.
My family doesnt even understand me , so yoo think yoo do ?
Friendster (:
Miss-cabbage@hotmail.com
Talk to me , speak with me .
Goodbye (L)
YvetteYanling
Jacqueline
Faith
Joey
Siu wen
Yushan
Hannah
Pohyi
Yan han
Adeline
Huiying
Boon how
Chomel
Deborah
Vanessa
Rachel.K
Pei yun
Justina
Charmaine
Lawrence
Tuesday, February 9, 2010, 11:41 PM
Know , trust , rely , commit ,Dear Diary ,
K , shall talk bout my week. (:
Monday had lessons blahblah then went fr lunch w Jeam/tabor .
Then bused t counselling .
Thanks t those who pei-ed me text along th way , coz it was really bored nd i was tired too .
So yarh , i was late ...
I went in , guess what ?
There was this two other counsellors , so they asked me alot of questions ._.
Im sleepy , alot questions .
WOW , yoo know ~
Then had a good 1h talk w my counsellor , she`d really been of much help .
My listening ear yoo can say , she`ve been giving me loads of advices too [:
Then she asked a question , which some teachers questioned me too " Why your hair lidhat ? " then look in wonders .
Me : " Coz i like , its special "
Her : *Nods* while looking at my hair " Um .. really special. "
I did th Five Love Languages thingy fr th parent session th other time .
I only shared it w those i feel like .
Home.sweet.home afterwards .
Gave homeworks a miss :D
Tuesday , first period of th day was PHYSICS !!!!
I love it , why ?
Coz , its time fr f.u.n .
HAHA , feel so relaxed everytime during physics .
Coz i feel being myself during then , feel no pressure at all unless stress when it comes t work nd test time .
Not meaning id be myself other times , its just like ... So awkward th feeling , just wna keep shut off .
So if yoo or yoo did noticed , sometimes im silent , really .
Thats when i need time alone , i need some peace alone , i need t think thru alone , i need t settle down alone , i need t put myself at ease alone , i need t manage my emotions alone , i need t step down from all th bullshits alone ......
& Thats th only time i'll learn t reflect .
0n myself , on my actions , on people around me , on consequences .
Great , its been a help t my mentality , bud not t concentration .
Im lagging in studies right now , SUCK !
Id understand this , id understand that .
I need more time , more time t catch up , more time t learn .
I remembered i lend this shirt from a friend which says " Im a slow learner "
Well prolly , it pictures th me now .
Nevertheless , JY M ^^
To cut it short , i fell sick again .
38 degrees at night , 5 tablets then snooze t bed ~
Wednesday , i remembered me waking up at 1.49 am .
Arghzxc , yoo know what pissed me off at sucha late hour ?
Initially , was that i couldnt find my fone .
Always , i would have it beside me .
Bud i couldnt find it anywhere at that time .
Searched high nd low fr it , practically th whole room !
Was MAD upon not finding it , i went out t call my fone .
No ringtone heard , cant be coz i dint put it on silent .
I gave up after tons of pekchek-ness .
Went toilet nd when i was bout t off th lights , something caught my eye ....
Guess what i saw ?!
I saw my phone at MY MOTHER`S DRESSING TABLE .
So its obvious who was th culpirt ....
Then i recalled when i was drownsy after medication , she attempted t take my fone from me .
I heard her naggings then ..... i dropped t sleep .
She : " So late alrdy , still dw sleep ? "
Me : Yoo take my fone , CB !? * Roll eyes & walk off *
Back in my room , my maid was woken up by th din i made earlier i guess ?
Soso , my maid told me my mother actually picked up my call when i alr strictly told her not t touch it during her first attempt .
How TOLERATING can i be t her , tell me ?!
Thought she`ll change after counselling , told them clearly what i wanted nd wished fr .
Its really simple , i dint ask fr much .
Bud somehow , somewhat its hard t get it .
Was telling ____ that she actually dint change at all , just that sometimes a better of side of her was seen .
I really hope she will change please , godbless !
Afterthat replied t those texts .
Suprisingly they werent asleep , so we chatted a short while .
They fell asleep , laughs .
Me went back t bed <: Had muscle cramp around 6 plus >.<
It was fine then i went t catch some sleep somemore .
Woke up at 7.45 , my mother was YA YA YA -ing right in th morning .
Ignored her atw , was still angry w her fr th fone thingy .
Prepared , then ___ called me .
___ thought i wasnt going skool coz i was sick .
Assured him i was fine before ___let me t skool .
Down t meet usuals then off t skool .
Maths , i can say i can understand bah .
Hopes this maintain <:
I thought i was late fr chinese , bud i wasnt at all .
In fact , early coz TCH havent come .
HAHA , so saw Taro .
Talked abit then TCH come .
Me : Wo hui lai le !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Him : Yoo go overseas ah ?
Me : No lah , i sick * With china tone *
Him : Sick ah ? * Reply back in th china tone *
Me : Yalo , then go in class .....
Taro then told me got homework , so alamak must do :@
English was fine , learnt bout th essay dk what lah .
I only can remember th Grammer Fragments .
Coz thats what i`d in my compo , which i failed by a mark !!!!!!!!!!!
Did 3 corrections on fragments then released .
Home.sweet.home , had lunch (:
My brot`s friends came after tution .
Taught them maths , im good at it ....
Coz its primary school ones :D
Then he went fr skool`s program .
___ called me after his skool , chatted fr a while :\
We dint meet today , ___ gotta go home paint his room .
My brot`s back , zomg @.@
HeDontIrritateMeCanLe [:
Prolly doing homeworks , see how *.*