If you're not th one .
Th unhearted
☺Age of 15teen .
St hilda`s secondary .
Easily moodswings , nd jealous.
That attitude in me , yoo cant handle .
Hate me , FCUK OFF.
My family doesnt even understand me , so yoo think yoo do ?
Friendster (:
Miss-cabbage@hotmail.com
Talk to me , speak with me .
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Wednesday, August 5, 2009, 4:53 AM
Take , away my fear .Decided to step out my laziness nd just blog .
It`s like kinda dead , i know .
It`s just idk how nd what to begin with .
Too much things on my mind , till idk which comes first .
Good & Bad , it`s a whole lot .
I had a great talk with peoples , thanks fr being my listening ear (:
I just need to rant it out , lest i even suffer more .
I`ve learnt that actually pouring out your heart , talking out each other`s views is awesomely great :D
At least , it do help in better understanding .
I`ve this problem with me nowadays , im really short-tempered nd easily angered/pissed off .
Sometimes i try hard to show , bud im feeling worst inside anyone could know .
Some close ones should remember me telling them i cried everyday in a row .
It`s really like many much alot problems are stacking up more each nd every day .
Its saddening , frustrated , stressed-out .
Bud th key is , who`ll understand ?
Yoo may tell , bud they may not understand .
Afterall , they weren`t th whan who went thru all those shyts , it was ME MYSELF .
Hey boy , guess yoo know best th reason which cut us apart :/
I know , i got it , i understood , i let go .
Find a better her , coz i`d nevr been th greatest .
Settle your things real fast , hope nothing will happen alright ? ^^
My parents` in out naggings have been a bother .
Imagine , yoo did nothing wrong nd get railed at .
Sometimes , it`s better if yoo don`t clear things up .
Let th finger point at yoo , coz eventually it`ll still come back at yoo .
It`s just a matter of sooner or later .
I don`t wna say so much since yoo`ve insisted it was my fault .
My mother(?/father(?) wrote to me :"It`s sad we cant communicate"
I dint , nevr wanted it this way .
It was your pin-pointings , your false accusations , your lack of trust in me , that caused me to turn to yoo this way .
Sorry , bud i`d nevr had this in my mind to plan all this from th start .
I know yoo`ll read this one day , hope yoo understand what i`ve poured all out after which i nevr said .
Everything gns be okay right ? *Prays*
This may just be a mile obstacle right , Melissa ? (:
I`ll stand up stronger , won`t i ?
I trust myself , fr nobody might believe in me .
Coming to another issue ;
Eh hello , yoo think idk yoo were saying me ah ?
Yoo think im dumb or stupid ?
Fr god`s sake , tell me that in my face if yoo whan laaaas .
Don`t need act , thinking idk anything .
DON`T CALL ME SOMETHING THAT MAKES YOO ONE TOO -.-
C`mon , yoo knows best what yoo`ve done .
Im just waiting fr yoo , _'_
Start th game nd i`ll play along with yoo .
Im ready fr anything that`s coming up .
Im ready to take this on, im just waiting fr yoo to make your move ^-^