If you're not th one .
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Th unhearted
Age of 15teen . St hilda`s secondary . Easily moodswings , nd jealous. That attitude in me , yoo cant handle . Hate me , FCUK OFF. My family doesnt even understand me , so yoo think yoo do ? Friendster (: Miss-cabbage@hotmail.com Talk to me , speak with me .
Goodbye (L)
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Wednesday, July 29, 2009, 2:38 AM
Now , who else to turn to ?Problems , many problems coming hard on me ); Be it family problems or frienship , both did some a part in contributing . I cant take it , cant take it any longer . Who , who`ll really see thru me nd understand it all ? Yes i can tell it to everyone/anyone , bud who can really get my point ? What`s th point saying , when it comes to a conclusion that everyone is putting up a act to know when they don`t . C`mon , just out with th truth . Honest , rather then deceive . Yoo were once my number one , my everything , my most trusted friend , my first priority , my first everything . Now that yoo`re gone , who can i turn to ? :/ Actual fact is , everyone do wears a mask , it`s only on how well one can hide it . I do wear a mask too , yes tryna be happy . I wouldnt whan others to see it , nd i`ve to repeat all over again bud with th same old conclusion . Friends ? Nah , one after another leaving , going before i even said goodbye . Im alr facing so much problems , do i have to face yoo everyday with th same old look hanging on your face ? I did nothing to deserve that nd id owe yoo that okay ? *Think if it`s yoo , so be it* . Im sick nd tired , tired of having to please yoo when i cant even satisfy myself . Can i just one day tell yoo im giving all this up ? Be it my part of neglecting your feelings or what , i apologise . This time round , everything just went worse nd it`s sinking deeper as each day counts . Be there fr me or leave , up to yoo . Im not gna please anyone from now on , I cant even hoax myself . Hate me , then carry on . I`ve no mood to fight this on with any of yoo guys , take it that i admit defeat kay ? Defeat , yes im defeated with obstacles . As good as dead , don`t bother bout me . Save it , i won`t be contented . |